Yon Yusuff

so you think yon can dance.

2012-01-08T01:35:00.001+08:00

i regret nothing. << click le link.

greetings, 2012.

2012-01-01T00:17:00.004+08:00

2012, mari buat perjanjian ; AKU TAK SUSAHKAN KAU, KAU JANGAN SUSAHKAN AKU.

All is well. :) excitements for 2012!

RAINBOW GIRL （ver.棒人間） Subbed

2011-12-29T14:56:00.000+08:00

My first meeting with you was in a small room full of boxes
Your spectacled eyes were shining with anticipation
After that, one month passed...
...the two of us alone all day long
Even though I am from a different world,
you were so kind to me.

I'm so sorry, I can't get outside the screen
I am a two-dimensional girl
No matter how strong my feelings,
I can't be touched by you.

I'm so sorry, I can't tell you my real feelings
I am a two-dimensional girl
I can only talk to you through predetermined lines
But what I want to get across to you is how glad I am that we have met.

The first time you showed me your love was through your save files
You didn't cheat on me with other girls, you looked only at me
After that, one month passed...
...and your feelings moved to another game you pulled out of a box and began to install.

That's right, huh? Games have an ending...
I am a two-dimensional girl
No matter how much I may yearn for you,
the moment you get tired it's over.

I'm so sorry, I was just dreaming
I am a two-dimensional girl
I wanted to experience happiness with you in the outside world...
even if only a moment.

But at least remember me, OK?
Just how glad I am that you loved me.

mereka kura-kura.

2011-12-19T19:51:00.002+08:00

duit kertas biru laut bertukar tangan, kura-kura itu dua dihulurkan. bersama rumahnya berbumbung biru, ada pokok satu, tidak dihias langsung dengan karpet batu. em, nanti lah raya tahun depan aku upgrade. aku ingat nak bagi makan sayur belakang rumah je, rupanya dia kecik lagi. kena makan pellet. takpa, nanti dah besar air kopi pun aku bagi.

haiwan ni pendiam. tak macam hamster, pot pet pot pet. tenang aku tengok dia.

perasaan aku? bersemangat untuk membesarkan kedua kura-kura ini sebaik mungkin dan menjadi seorang yang bertanggungjawab ke atas mereka. aku harap Rowling dan Dickens akan dapat sesuaikan diri untuk menjadi sebahagian dari hidup aku, sebagaimana aku menerima mereka seadanya.

Mereka dinamakan Rowling dan Dickens, bersempena nama akhir dua orang penulis fiksyen kegemaran aku. :) Aku sebenarnya tak boleh pilih antara Dickens dan Tolkien. Tapi Dickens adalah zaman kanak-kanak aku.;D Dan pada asalnya aku terfikirkan nama dua siri komik kegemaran karya Wan Yat Leung ; Pendekar Laut dan Wira Tunggal. tapi panjang sangat. Untuk letak nama seperti Bubu atau Baby, mungkin sangat..terlalu..aneh. Dobby The Elf..uh creyssss!
Jadi aku pilih Rowling dan Dickens. :)

p/s : Aku tak tahu jantina mereka. Dan aku rasa aku tak mau tau pun. Biarlah mereka tidak berjantina, yang penting mereka kura-kura dan aku manusia. Tak perlu jantina pun boleh berkawan,kan?(Inilah alasan malas untuk melakukan rujukan internet mengenai jantina kura-kura.haha)

by Yon Yusuff.
dan dua kura-kura.

ini kosong.

2011-12-18T08:31:00.001+08:00

"kosong", performed by Yon Yusuff.

orang tomato.

2011-12-17T10:27:00.001+08:00

Oh zaman kecilku...sesungguhnya dulu aku tak makan tomato. Sebab, perasaan dia sama macam membunuh tomatoman. Bila tomatoman mati, esok dah takdak la dia kat tv. Habis tu aku nak tengok apa?

tomato tomato tomato mato,
tomato tomato tomato mato
tomato kemizaru
tomato kemiza’u
tomatoman..
tomato yasaika kudamonoka
tomato jus(juice)uwanominonade
tomato ketchup(?) takeru monno
karu ka karu kade kasbishitae
sora sora kotaewotashiakkai
kokenoto tomatoman!!
tomato tomadou tomato mato
tomato tomadou tomato mato
tomato ki ittau tomato ki ittau
TOMATOMANNNN...
tomatoman !!!

by Yon Yusuff.
cheers to my childhood.

kosong.

2011-12-10T12:32:00.001+08:00

secara jujur,
ini ekstrak cerita hidup yang mulanya dipindahkan ke atas kertas.
kemudian,
disampaikan oleh suara kepada mereka yang ada telinga.

ini bukan eksperimental.
bahasa tak lari mana, cuma mungkin muzik yang berbeza.

Kosong Kord : G D Em C / Capo 2

[Intro]
Biar..biarkanlah kita yang terluka,
Jangan..lah kau lupa, ada cerita.. (tentang kita).

[Verse 1]
Hei hari hujan September,
Dinginnya kejam memeluk tubuhku.
Mata tertutup cuba ingat wajahmu,

Kosong-- kosong-- kosong.

Oh engkau si sombong,
Oh engkau sang bohong,

Tolong pergi-- pergi-- pergi-- jauh,

[Chorus]
Sayang.. aku sunyi, tiada kau lagi.
Jauh.. makin jauh kita sendiri,
Tapi aku tak akan, kembali.

Biar..biarkanlah kita yang terluka,
Jangan..lah kau lupa, ada cerita.. (tentang kita).

[Verse 2]
Sungguh aku tak boleh lupa
Enam huruf semuanya, nama orang yang aku cinta.
Kisah kita tertelan oleh masa,
Tapi parutku masih merah warnanya.

[Interlude dengan suara dan masih strumming]

[Chorus]

[Cakap-nyanyi]

~ Kau nak tahu tak apa aku rasa?
Tak payah. Berdosa aku kalau kau tak tahan(dan) bunuh diri.
Bukan kau seorang tanggung dosa.
Kau cubalah ingat aku sama.

Tahu tak kenapa aku masih cuba untuk lupa? (memang gila)
Sebab bukan aku dan kau saja,

tapi Tuhan pun tak suka cinta kita.

end.

//Ini berbeza sedikit dengan apa yang dipersembahkan pada malam KASA 2011 untuk pertandingan rekayasa lagu malam Khamis lepas.
Yang ini adalah apa yang aku mahu lontarkan secara asalnya.

buku ilham.buku tulis.buku aku

nation's pride.

2011-11-25T16:05:00.001+08:00

oh lagu ini.

performed by Ramli Sarip (i knew it's him right after his voice boomed out the stereo), Yusry KRU, Mooky One Buck Short, Suki, Caprice, Hannah Tan.

link for download is : http://www.mediafire.com/?1ukr56fcl6mpu16

tahniah orang Malaysia, mari kita banggakan negara berkali-kali lagi.

fiction matters.

2011-11-19T11:06:00.001+08:00

i read books as an escapism from this cold-hearted world.

you can always be

a hero.

a guitarist.

a highschool student.

a millionaire.

a singer. .. photographer.. CEO. whatever.

kill bad guys. dragons and explore dungeons.

fly up in the sky.

do magics.

dance. sing.

be a knight to your damsel.

love dont always end with weddings.

love-hate relationships.

breakfast in bed.

cuddles.

romance. angst. fluffy.

IT'S A WHOLE NEW DIMENSION OF FEELING.

i can't list all, because everything is so mixed up.INDESCRIBABLE.

books

nyan

2011-11-01T16:28:00.001+08:00

i ...watched...the whole video. .........

*felt like being brainwashed*

SONE's know this by heart ♥

2011-10-30T21:36:00.004+08:00

사랑해 널 이 느낌 이대로 그려왔던 헤매임의 끝

이 세상 속에서 반복되는 슬픔 이젠 안녕
수많은 알 수 없는 길 속에 희미한 빛을 난 쫓아가
언제까지라도 함께 하는거야 다시 만난 우리의
I love you, just like this. The longed end of wandering.
I leave behind this world’s unending sadness.
Walking the many and unknowable paths, I follow a dim light.
It’s something we’ll do together to the end, into our new world.

Glad that I'm with you from the start. "Dashi Mannan Segye" is a very meaningful song to me, as the lyrics kinda helped me keep going on and to never give myself up(succumbing to failures). (2007 was a tough year, lots of things happened back then). It helped a bit, tbh. Thanks. Forever a SONE, Yon Yusuff.

This one particularly is my favourite,

Don't wait for a miracle,

there's a rough road in front of us with obstacles and future that can't be known,

yet I won't change, I can't give up.

are you gonna catch me when i fall?

2011-10-28T02:09:00.002+08:00

Personally, I love this version of Parachute. Love these peeps who rocks on singing live!

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody, Won't tell anybody
They wanna push me down, they wanna see you fall down

I won't tell anybody that you turn the world around
I won't tell anybody that your voice is my favorite sound
I won't tell anybody, Won't tell anybody
They wanna see us fall, they wanna see us fall down

I don't need a parachute, baby if I've got you
Baby if I've got you, I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me, You're gonna catch if I fall (Down, down, down)

me and my unanimated bestfriend.

2011-10-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

exactly. like ^this.

well. i usually hang out with the 'mentioned' friend almost 24h a day. eheh.
oh and most of the times we invite mr.psp with us as well.
for no reason, that person is damn awesome. (really?for no reason??hahahahaha.SONY MAKE BELIEVE)

i know i'm just a dreamer.

2011-10-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

le face when i woke up this morning. ^this.

the main culprit would be a mysterious-but-so-kawaii-ah-i-cant-even- >///< child who appeared right from the beginning to THE END.

around 4am.. ~le me closing my eyes.

----------------------------------the start of nightmare-----------------------------------
i'll cut the story short. a 5 year old kid + ME. (how frightening it would be, i'm good with kids...right?...........er....) please do your maths and get the = from the x's and y's that i already gave to you. hey, i dont hate kids or anything. i have nephews and nieces, and hell i love them so much! but i'm not the kind of people that 'volunteered' to be a full-time caretaker. if you understand what i'm saying, so..uh..nvm. let's just say that i'm not really fond of BABYSITTING them, fulltime.
few hours is okay. days..hm..i'll survive. not more than that. :P
hmm..tho i remembered it all vaguely right now when i'm typing this but i did scribbled some important things on my notebook before getting up (to wash my face. YES PEOPLE, i'm not 100% hobo. i do clean myself once in a while, so mind your own business please. go play with your pet lizard or smth.teach it do somersaults,kay?)

my note says, (this is clearly edited. originally i just scribbled some crucial points)
DEAR YON, THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED :
1. She claimed that her parents told her to find "Yon." They told her "She'll take care of you".. .which is a shock,cuz as far as you know, no contract of "CHILD CARETAKER-available at your service" had been signed,ever in your life. and heck, YON is not even your real name. it's bloody UNISEX! girl Yon or guy Yon?! that real "Yon" could be some douchebag out there drinking warm milk and enjoying life like shit never happens and smells like jasmine.
2. She barged in. OFFICIALLY making herself at home.
3. You gave up after a few attempts and went along with the 'idea' that she is somehow one of your friends' child. the problem is, you don't really know which one.
4. In your dream, you live by yourself in an apartment (le foreveralone me), working (job is not clear, it's a freakin messy dream), living a normal life of a normal 20smth person.
5. Soooo...skipping parts i dont remember...hmm...you took her to preschool, took her to the park, shopping, tucks her to sleep, and do everything the kid asks you to do. basically, she's your kryptonite, sucking the life out of you..slowly...in a good way of course. XD
6. You grew close to her.
7. You dont remember what happened, but suddenly a woman(was that the friend?) came into your house and slapped you in the face. wth was that for? I DUNNO. IT'S A CRAZY DREAM AFTER ALL.
8. And just like that, she's gone? they came. took her away. said sorry. they did mentioned why they left her with you (wow, so you are 'the' YON). HECK, I DONT REMEMBER WHAT THEY SAID!
9. Poof. You woke up.
10. A part of you is relieved. another wish you stayed longer.

WHY MAKE ME LOVE THIS GIRL AND THEN TOOK HER AWAY? T^T
she's cute.i wish she's my daughter.
i'll sing her my favourite disney song "When You Wish Upon A Star" . *sobs harder*

BLAME THE DREAM THAT SHUCKS WITH PLOT.
GIMME A BETTER ENDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT EVEN REMEMBER HER FACE NOW!?? FAIL PLOT IS FAIL! ILLOGICAL!

hehehehe. ok enough. i think this dream is telling me to be more responsible in my life. since i'm such a hobo these days...maybe my subconscious is poking(wth?more like slicing it to pieces) my weak heart with such a warm and wonderful girl from a dream. she's just a character, but it woke me up. like, literally.
she is the metaphor of responsibility.

hey, it does felt surreal. like i really spent all those times with her.

maybe i should change for the better. be more responsible, loving, and caring toward others. i've been doing it silently and keeping it to only myself, so.. should i be more expressive?
but then, it would be very weird.
VERY.

ugh.

i'm busy.

2011-10-27T21:36:00.001+08:00

Getting busy doing nothing
We spend all our time running for our lives
Going nowhere, it's really something
Getting busy, doing nothing.

Yes everybody. I get busy doing nothing. NOTHING. I don't really have a life. Very unlikely of me to have something to do, right? Yes I can't get busy. The WHOLE WORLD revolves only around you (everyone else too) and i'm the person who wastes 24 hours a day staring at the ceiling. (f*pp*ng? no idiot i dont do that). dude, just go FYOL.

ah i forgot you cant read acronyms.

GO FUCK YOUR OWN LIFE.
and be happy about it.

-whew.enough ranting.-

ohmyweakheart!!

2011-10-19T00:48:00.002+08:00

wifey says ; "bring the boys out~"

comeback album ! hmm..despite of negative feedbacks on the whole "worldwide-release" thing, i just gotta say i'm pretty impressed with the mv.
can't really comment on the album yet since i just downloaded it (illegally) and haven't listened to all of it yet. hep! if it's nice, i dont mind purchasing one. (REALLY!)..

and damn lucky bird, usually teaser things never made it till the end!

so...as i'm writing this, the album is playing on my foobar. so far, it's still ok to listen to. but nothing UNBELIEVABLY GENIUS yet. so...they better had something great to offer, if not Coldplay's Mylo Xyloto is winning the spot on my playlist. :P
i am thankful that i'm blessed with almost-surpassing-SteveJobs skills of internet. (LOL!)

damn. they messed up all my bias list. YOU CAN NEVER HAVE A BIAS IN SNSD! NEVER.

oh and if you wanna watch this in korean & english version, go here ; http://www.youtube.com/user/SMTOWN (SMtown youtube channel).

by Yon Yusuff.
still listening patiently.

romeo got new makeup!

2011-10-10T23:07:00.004+08:00

Shucks on the wallpaper, hoho.

There's the Foobar, my fav music player.

Yeah. Romeo got new face. Cool, huh?

developed a Mac OSX Snow Leopard. just spending my free time wisely.

used RocketDock down there, few icons stole on deviantart. ohohohoho ^___^

i haven't found the perfect wallpaper for it yet.. so i used default wallpaper that Mac provides to its users.

~to commemorate Mr. Steve Jobs. RIP.

Sleep.

2011-09-28T13:15:00.001+08:00

“People say, “I’m going to sleep now,” as if it were nothing. But it’s really a bizarre activity. “For the next several hours, while the sun is gone, I’m going to become unconscious, temporarily losing command over everything I know and understand. When the sun returns, I will resume my life.” If you didn’t know what sleep was, and you had only seen it in a science fiction movie, you would think it was weird and tell all your friends about the movie you’d seen. “They had these people, you know? And they would walk around all day and be okay? And then, once a day, usually after dark, they would lie down on these special platforms and become unconscious. They would stop functioning almost completely, except deep in their minds they would have adventures and experiences that were completely impossible in real life. As they lay there, completely vulnerable to their enemies, their only movements were to occasionally shift from one position to another; or, if one of the ‘mind adventures’ got too real, they would sit up and scream and be glad they weren’t unconscious anymore. Then they would drink a lot of coffee.” So, next time you see someone sleeping, make believe you’re in a science fiction movie. And whisper, ‘The creature is regenerating itself.”

~cr to George Carlin.

Uh. I..can't even.

Sistem Pesanan Ringkas

2011-09-07T01:03:00.000+08:00

TIADA.

NADA.

OBSEO.

ah. kau macam tak tau aku tunggu.

dah. aku macam tak tau aku akan tunggu.

ada macam orang bodoh jugak. tapi apa yang aku boleh buat selain tunggu.

boring lah. kalau tumbuh jambang macam mana? sapa nak cukur? kau? mau cukurkan?

bukan la aku kebulur.

ah takpa. lepas ni aku dah tau tak payah tunggu.

bila aku tengok cermin, orang di depan aku tu nampak dungu sangat.

apa kau dah buat, apa aku dah buat pada diri aku.------------------------------------------------------------------

bila dah tak terucap, maka bisulah kita selamanya.

winnie the pooh dan Yon .

2011-08-26T23:53:00.007+08:00

ok sudah la, aku tak larat nak gelak baca buku nota Winnie The Pooh zaman aku sekolah rendah dulu.

ada nota penulisan BM, (membuktikan aku memang mencintai subjek itu) , ada nama orang lewat mai sekolah pagi-pagi (aku prefek yang sedia maklum sangat hensem), jangan lupa jugak pada senarai nama panggilan kawan-kawan (macam-macam...Al-Aurat la, Black Bontot la, Tiang Letrik, Petro la...Gardening, Itik...hahahahaha!lol).

hehe. tak lupa jugak...drabbles! ohhhohoho. dokter falsampah gitu..

oh aku rindukan zaman itu. tapi malangnya aku payah nak ingat benda-benda yang dah lepas. perlu ada orang ingatkan aku, baru boleh.
tu pun belum tentu jugak, kena-kena memang aku lupa semua sekali. sebut pi la klu apa pun memang aku takkan ingat.

OH MAAF lah. :P

pompa bensin

2011-08-18T15:18:00.002+08:00

oh rupanya Azma Aizal Yusof vokalis Pompa Bensin ni. :)

POMPA BENSIN is a special project band formed in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia in 2009. The group consists of Azma Aizal Yusof (vocals) and AG (bass, guitar, keyboards & percussion), Andra Ahmad (Vocals & guitar) and Aidan Alicia (vocals).

salam nuzul quran.

2011-08-17T08:40:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum. salam nuzul quran.

hari ni aku bangun awal.
penuh kerahmatan agaknya. sekarang dah nak dekat pukul 9 pagi, hmm...satgi cahaya matahari dah naik menerik tinggi. jadi aku rasa baik aku tulis entri ni cepat-cepat dan tidur balik.

saja. nak kacau google lah hari ni.

selalunya kalau ada special apa-apa, mesti google ada artwork kat homepage dia tu.
hari festival lain suka sungguh dia sambut.sedangkan besday abang Les Paul dia buleh embed app guitar yang kool tahap gaban itu. hehe.

saja jentik google hari ni.tapi nuzul quran takdak la pulak apa-apa. hari raya pun belum tentu ada, heh. oleh itu,

"andai aku t'lah dewasa, "(menyanyi sat)

.....

ish. nak buat apa?
sekarang pun boleh, hantar surat layang dekat Larry Page dengan Sergey Brin.

hahahhaha.ok. dah nak tidoq. mari beribadat.

i'm against human trafficking.

2011-08-15T23:03:00.005+08:00

It was just yesterday that I updated my status on facebook about human trafficking.
Then today, my lecturer gave us questionnaires about this particular issue.

and there was the post about Click Five's "Dont Let Me Go" , also campaigning about the same thing. :)

(see, i'm actually a psychic!)

hahaha. jk.

I hate people who exploits others for their own benefit. THE DIRTIEST SOURCE OF MONEY THAT I TOTALLY CAN'T TOLERATE AT ALL.

I dont want 'em to lose hope.

by Yon Yusuff.

cerita sedih yang buat aku geram

2011-08-15T21:46:00.005+08:00

LAGI KES DERA -
Bapa Pukul Anak Kerana Anak Nak Pakai Tudung!!

Aku mengeliat sepuas puasnya. Nasib baik takder siapa nampak cara aku mengeliat. Mahu jatuh saham aku huhu.

Tiba tiba aku teringat kisah semalam. Airmata terus berlinang. Terasa amat sayu dan sedih. Salah ke kalau aku nak pakai tudung? Naper abah tak benarkan? Buat pengetahuan korang, bapak aku ni jenis orang yang sibuk giler. Businessman yang sentiasa sibuk. Mak aku dah takder. Meninggal dunia lama dah. Sedih sangat sangat.

Dari jendela, kelihatan cahaya matahari mula menjeluskan diri ke celah celah langsir tingkap. Jam dah 11:00 pagi. Perut lapar.

Aku bangun capai tuala, masuk bilek mandi.

Lepas mandi, aku belek belek tubuhku pada cermin. Alangkah lebih cantik kalau aku bertudung. Aku nekad! Aku akan protes habis habisan kalau bapa aku tak nak juga bagi pakai tudung. Aku sanggup lari dari rumah. Demi kebaikan yang aku pilih. Lantak la dengan ahli keluarga aku yang lain lain. Semuanya tak nak pakai tudung! Tapi aku nak!!!!

Aku turun ke bawah. Baru jea nak buka tudung saji atas meja, terdengar bunyi kereta masuk garaj. Aku jenguk melalui tingkap dan nampak bapa aku balik. Aikkkk, apahal bapa balik awal ni???

Dalam masa yang sama, aku rasa inilah masa yang terbaik untuk desak bapa aku benarkan aku pakai tudung. Now or never!

Bila bapa aku buka jea pintu, aku bersalam dengannya dan tanpa lengahkan masa, aku kata, ""Daddy, cheq nak pakai tudung. Cheq nak!"

Bapak aku terus jegil sebesar besarnya. Macam ada api keluar! Pangggggggggggggggg ggg. Bapa aku hayun penampar ke muka aku! Tersepok aku di celah set sofa.

"Aduhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhh....sampai hati daddy! Cheq tau la daddy rasa malu kalau cheq pakai tudung. Salah ke kalau cheq nak tutup aurat cheq? Kalau adik dan abg tak nak...."

Pangggggggggggggggg gggg....! Aku labuh pelempang ke muka aku sekali lagi sebelum aku abis bercakap.

"Hang jangan nak bagi aku malu naaaa! Hang jangan nak buat pasai! Hang nak pakai tudung buat apa??? Dah 100 kali aku habaq, LELAKI TAK PAYAH PAKAI TUDUNG, LELAKI TAK PAYAH PAKAI TUDUNG!!! Tu la, bila time kelas agama, hang ponteng! Nama hang aku boh "Razali", tup tup lekat jadi ZAZA sahaja! Memang la dalam rumah ni semuanya tak bertudung sebab adik hang tu lelaki! Abang hang pun lelaki jugak!".

Aku yang tersepuk celah sofa, terus menangis terkedu kedu. Dah la sakit kena tampar, kena pelempang. Tudung pun tak dapat jugak.

SALAH KAH AKU? SALAH KAH AKUUUUUUUU! OOOOO tidakkkkkkkkkkkkk!

-------------------------------------------------

KWANG3X.. TEKUN BACA HEH , DARI ATAS .... RELEX LAR BEB .. AKU PUN DA TERKENA

X KAN NAK KENA SORANG2 PLAKKKKKKKKKKKK ....

~di atas ini adalah straight copypaste dari emel Cikgu Nazri. XD

modifying ; somehow it became a hobby.

2011-08-11T21:34:00.010+08:00

ok selalunya student comp science akan dapat soalan ni masa part 1.
aku tak tau la kot student kat uitm merbok ja study benda ni.hahaha.

DCS1E, ingat dak Miss Fizah (sekarang dah Madam. we weeeeet) ada bagi kita soalan ni!
aku hangin betui kat soalan pokok krismas ni dulu.

Question :

please display this using borland c++.

*
**
***
****
*****
******
*******
********
*********

hehe.
dan lepas tu mesti ada soalan lanjutan ;

please alter your code so that it will become like this.

**********
*********
********
*******
******
*****
****
***
**
*

HAHAHA. OK THIS BRINGS BACK MEMORIES.
down the lane down the lane~~~~~

actually aku bukan nak share coding untuk display output kat atas tu.
tapi aku sebonanyo nak share "ecano nak buat bontok dayamond?"
meh aku translate maksud bahasa ulaq aku tu.

"MACAM MANA NAK BUAT BENTUK DIAMOND?"

hohohoho.

seronok la coding ni. tambah-tambah lagi c++.
^____^

lepas ni aku share coding virus pulak. dah try kat MK.

disebabkan aku rasa junior-junior yang akan pi bengkel esok tu for sure la taktau aku ada blog, maka aku nak post coding tu kat sini.(eleh, bukan nak bagi sebagai soalan pun. mampuih perah otak nak jawab doooo)

#include
#include

void main()
{
int x,y,z;
clrscr();
for(x=1;x<=15;x++)
{
for(y=x;y<15;y++)
cout<<" ";
z=2*x-1;
while(z>=1)
{
cout<<"*";
z--;
}
cout<<""< }
for(x=14;x>=1;x--)
{
for(y=x;y<15;y++)
cout<<" ";
z=2*x-1;
while(z>=1)
{
cout<<"*";
z--;
}
cout<<""< }

getch();
}

errr...somehow aku takleh nak outputkan jugak header #include kat atas tu.
so aku pakai conio.h ngan iostream.h
STANDARD la.....

dont let me go - clickfive

2011-08-11T20:41:00.005+08:00

what do i think of the song?
yep.

"my words, does it make any difference?".

never ending story;poetic.

2011-08-05T11:31:00.001+08:00

손 닿을 수 없는 저기 어딘가
Where is that place that my hand can’t reach..
오늘도 넌 숨쉬고 있지만
Today, you’re also breathing.. but..
너와 머물던 작은 의자위엔
On the small chair where I used to be with you
같은 모습의 바람이 지나네
The same figures passed by the wind..
너는 떠나며 마치 날 떠나가듯이
If you leave, it’s as if you’re leaving me
멀리 손을 흔들며
From far away, (my) hands wave
언젠간 추억에 남겨져 갈꺼라고
Someday.. it will leave its prints in my memory(ies)
.
그리워하면 언젠간 만나게 되는
If (you) miss, someday.. you (will) meet (come to meet)
어느 영화와 같은 일들이 이뤄져가기를
Like in the movies, these things become reality
힘겨워한 날에 너를 지킬수 없었던
I couldn’t protect you in a hard day (beyond my power)
아름다운 시절속에 머문 그대이기에
you, in that beautiful time (season, moment)

너는 떠나며 마치 날 떠나가듯이
If you leave, it’s as if you’re leaving me
멀리 손을 흔들며
From far away, (my) hands wave
언젠간 추억에 남겨져 갈꺼라고
Someday.. it will leave its prints in my memory(ies)

그리워하면 언젠간 만나게 되는
어느 영화와 같은 일들이 이뤄져가기를
힘겨워한 날에 너를 지킬 수 없었던
아름다운 시절속에 머문 그대여

C++ For Beginners ; BB and P

2011-08-03T12:54:00.005+08:00

^ This is the poster for C++ for Beginners program.

Sadly only a few can participate. Max up to 35 people. How I wish everyone could attend this.

^ And the button badges for participants.
Went through a lot of trouble for this. (X.X)

by Yon Yusuff.
finally golden fingers is back.

Woman 1.0 ; Source Code is Fun

2011-08-01T16:17:00.017+08:00

SourceCode for Woman 1.0

//please dont forget to include "< >" below on cstdio and so on.

#include cstdio
#include girlfriends
#include money
#include make-up
#include clothes
#include car
#include brain
#include love
using namespaces std;

int main(void)
{
int iCount=0;
float fVal,fTotal = 0.00,fMin,fMax;
printf("Please enter your bank account value ("I don't know what I want" to exit)");
scanf("%f",&fVal);
fMin = fVal = 1000000;
fMax >= fVal;
while(fVal != 0.00)
{
iCount++;
fTotal += fVal;
if(fMin > fVal)
fMin = fVal;
if(fMax <= fVal)
fMin = fVal;
printf("Please enter the brand name and model of your car ("Owner is dead" to exit)");
scanf("%f",&fVal);
}
do{
printf("1.Count of cars\n");
printf("2.Total of car's power\n");
printf("3.Average of bank account (BA) sum\n");
printf("4.Min of BA sum\n");
printf("5.Max of BA sum\n");
printf("Please enter your choice:\n");
scanf("%d",&iChoice
}while(iChoice < 1 || iChoice > 5);
switch(iChoice)
{
case 1:
printf("You entered %d cars",iCount);
break;
case 2:
printf("\nTotal of vehicle's power is %9.2f\n",fTotal);
break;
case 3:if(iCount == 0)
printf("\nCan not calculate how many shoes could be bought with 0 leva\n");
else
printf("\Average of values is %100.2f\n");
break;
case 4:
printf("\nMin of values is %10.2f\n",fMin);
break;
default:
printf("\nMax of values is %1000.2f\n",fMax);
}
printf("\nYou entered %d values!\n",iCount);
printf("\nTotal of values is %9.2f\n",fTotal);
if (iCount == 0)
printf("\nCan not calculate average of 0 shoes\n");
else
printf("\Average of values is %9.2f\n",fTotal/iCount);
printf("\nMin of values is %9.2f\n",fMin);
printf("\nMax of values is %9.2f\n",fMax);

system("TERMINATE THINKING PROCESS");
return EXIT_SUCCESS;
}

OOPS!

Unexpected error: '','' - unknown libraries.
Please, contact your system administrator for more information at this address: mother_nature@earth.mw
Woman 1.0 is full of unknown errors. Shutdown if you're tired of trying to boot.

the smiling princess.

2011-08-01T00:28:00.006+08:00

Birth Name: Stephanie Hwang /스테파니 황

Korean name: Hwang Mi Young / 황미영

Date of Birth: August 1, 1989 (21 yrs old/22 in Korean)

Tiffany Hwang,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WIFEY.

i promise to cherish you next to harry potter and my piles of animes.
girl, you're one of the most beautiful person i ever stumbled upon virtually on the net, inside & out. call me delusional, call me crazy netizen fan, call me excessive hormonal raging kid, all that i know is Tiffany Hwang... i love you.

and happy birthday. :)
please take care of yourself.

Deathly Hallows ; Original

2011-07-24T22:44:00.007+08:00

There were once three brothers who were travelling along a lonely, winding road at twilight. In time, the brothers reached a river too deep to wade through and too dangerous to swim across. However, these brothers were learned in the magical arts, and so they simply waved their wands and made a bridge appear across the treacherous water. They were halfway across when they found their path blocked by a hooded figure.

And Death spoke to them. He was angry that he had been cheated out of three new victims, for travellers usually drowned in the river. But Death was cunning. He pretended to congratulate the three brothers upon their magic, and said that each had earned a prize for having been clever enough to evade him.

So the oldest brother, who was a combative man, asked for a wand more powerful than any in existence: a wand that must always win duels for its owner, a wand worthy of the wizard who had conquered death! So Death crossed to an Elder Tree on the banks of the river, fashioned a wand from a branch that hung there, and gave it to the oldest brother.

Then the second brother, who was an arrogant man, decided he wanted to humiliate Death still further, and asked for the power to recall others from Death. So Death picked up a stone from the riverbank and gave it to the second brother, and told him the stone would have the power to bring back the dead.

Then Death stood aside and allowed the three brothers to continue on their way, and they did so, talking with wonder of the adventure they had had, and admiring Death’s gifts.

In due course the brothers separated, each for his own destination.

The first brother traveled on for a week or more, and reaching a distant village , sought out a fellow wizard with whom he had a quarrel. Naturally, with the Elder Wand as his weapon, he could not fail to win the duel that followed. Leaving his enemy dead upon the floor, the oldest brother proceeded to an inn, where he boasted loudly of the powerful wand he had snatched from Death himself, and of how it made him invincible.

That very night, another wizard crept upon the oldest brother as he lay, wine-sodden, upon his bed. The thief took the wand, and, for good measure, slit the oldest brother’s throat.

And so Death took the first brother for his own.

Meanwhile, the second brother journeyed to his own home, where he lived alone. Here he took out the stone that had the power to recall the dead, and turned it thrice in his hand. To his amazement and delight, the figure of the girl he once hoped to marry, before her untimely death, appeared before him.

Yet she was sad and cold, separated from him as by a veil. Though she had returned to the mortal world, she did not truly belong there and suffered. Finally the second brother, driven mad with hopeless longing, killed himself so as to truly join her.

And so Death took the second brother for his own.

But though Death searched for the third brother for many years, he was never able to find him. It was only when he attained a great age that the youngest brother finally took off the Cloak of Invisibility and give it to his son. And then he greeted Death as an old friend, and went with him gladly, and,as equals, they departed this life.

-excerpt from Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows.

masa, sementara masih ada dengan mereka.

2011-07-21T11:27:00.003+08:00

aku tak kisah kalau masa hidupku banyak dihabiskan dengan keluarga, kembara lah kau sejauh mana mungkin. tetapi sampai detik itu kau sedar sebanyak mana kau mengenali ibu bapa mu. sebanyak mana kau berbakti untuk mereka. sebanyak mana kau derhakakan mereka. sebanyak mana lagi masa yang tinggal untuk kau menatap kedua wajah orang tua itu.

ya, aku orang yang mindanya kampung. aku dikatakan kampung kerana masih mementingkan orang tua berdua itu yang membesarkan aku dengan penuh kasih dan cinta dari kecil. aku fikir aku tak salah kerana mahu berada di samping mereka. walau tiada sebarang ucapan yang dikongsi bersama, namun aku tahu mereka senang apabila aku ada.

umur mereka bukannya muda.

dua puluh tahun, hidup. entah besar galaksi mana dosa aku dengan mereka berdua.
entah separah mana hati seorang ibu terguris dengan perbuatan anaknya.
entah seremuk mana hati seorang bapa kecewa dengan kelakuan anaknya.

aku adalah anak contoh untuk kategori "terhebat melawan arus".
anak yang pantang ditegur, ada sahaja mahu melawan. idea syaitan, biasalah.
tidaklah melawan dengan kekerasan, aku bukan peninju tomoi.
barangkali aku suka menyampaikan apa yang aku rasa dalam hati supaya orang tahu, aku tak suka itu, dan aku suka ini. (lebih kurang, macam tu)
aku nak orang tahu aku berdiri untuk apa.

untuk usia muda (atau orang kedah kata "mangkaq" ) ini, aku rasa aku sudah sangat dewasa. aku sahaja yang fikir begitu. mungkin orang lain ketawa mendengarnya.
biarlah kau nak buat apa pun. sesungguhnya aku bukan tak kisah, tapi aku ajar diri aku supaya tak kisah.
jangan tutup telinga bila orang kata. dengar, tutup mata, dan rasa.
belajar jadi kuat dari kesakitan.

biar, terima semuanya. Tuhan memang suka uji kita.

orang kata apa?mereka kata apa?
aku dengar, dan aku boleh senyum kepada mereka.
bukan sebab aku gila. kau fikirlah kenapa.

mak, abah, abang, dan aku.
ini keluarga aku.

kemudian ditambah lagi dengan tokwan, tok, kakak ipar, anak menakan, pak menakan, mak menakan, sepupu dan semua pupu yang ada.

tak boleh tahan senyum.

by Yon Yusuff
entah. tiba-tiba.

The Tales of a Half Prince.

2011-07-20T01:45:00.004+08:00

You will find beauty there
In the most desolate of places
And this strange world
Will know who you are
By the light of your soul
By the darkness of your shadow
Yes you will find beauty
And you will be unprepared for it

But why am I afraid?
I can deliberately sense my own fear, unsure of the nothingness.

It's hopeless. This is hopeless.

by Yon Yusuff.
1:57am.

Yours Sincerely ; Someone Who Agrees

2011-07-09T21:58:00.003+08:00

Drabbles ; LDK UiTM

2011-07-09T13:25:00.006+08:00

Tip toe to your room
A starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
And you never knew
- Sing For Absolution lyric.

MP3...check.
The BlueBook...check.
Black Pilot pen...check.

OK. ready.

I'm right now in UiTM Kedah's Dewan Perdana, attending my LDK for this semester. Painfully compulsory for each students, the LDK is traditionally boring and i need those stuffs up there to keep my sanity during the 6 hours torture period.

.....

As I was writing this line, the slide with "Terima Kasih" on it is displayed on the big screen. Oh you're a lifesaver.

I'll go have free breakfast before I could faint because of hunger and boredom inside this hall.

Yum. Yum. Burp.

2nd session.
11:46am.
Still in the hall.
Lost count of the slides they're on right now.

Di sebuah kawasan kediaman elit Jepun...
Ada sebuah kedai makanan manis...

- i saw that line from the comic book that the girl in front was reading. technically i was reading with her. hahaha. creepy much?

I slept for 2/3 of this session. Hardly listened to anything. (Blame my MP3 and sleep hormones)
Yawned every 5 minutes (or when I abruptly awake from my slumber and sleeping again after that). Even burped in my sleep. It's the nasi lemak's fault.

ZzzZzzZz...

Woke up to the song ; Denting.
Suddenly can't sleep anymore. My body wants to, but heart and soul chose not to. Because I understand myself ;

It's time to reminisce.

And so I close my eyes and smile bitterly. (Well..at least I smiled).

So...
When everything's ALMOST over, i actually paid attention to the last few slides, because I'm not that sleepy anymore. Hehe.

4.40pm.
Went home.

by Yon Yusuff.
i went to LDK.

yeeeha~

when it rains ; i wish i'm there for you.

2011-07-03T00:53:00.007+08:00

When it rains, don’t be scared

Welcome it with a smile.

Raise your head and face the sky,

Use the rain to remember me by.

Welcome the rain and feel me in it

The droplets are my kisses.

Let my kisses touch your skin

And wash away your sadness.

The lightning is my smile

The most beautiful one that I’ve ever flashed to you

The thunder is my voice

Hear me call your name and say I love you too.

When it rains, darling, don’t be scared

Welcome it with a smile.

Love the rain and feel me in it

When it pours, know that I’m watching you from ~~the skies~~ where I am right now. wherever.

-------------------------------------------------------

It was raining. Lightly, I think.
But there was something different about the cold that sent a chilling shiver down my spine, piercing through every cell in my body and right into my very soul; something about it that accentuated the vulnerability I feel inside.

It was that familiar pulsing sensation of cracking deep inside. Yet, I did not break, but I know eventually, I will, somehow or the other.

when you're gone ; it still hurts.

2011-07-03T00:23:00.013+08:00

“Have you ever heard of the saying: absence makes the heart grow fonder?”

“Yes. But clearly you haven’t heard the other version: absence makes the heart find another.”

as for me, i could relate to the former. because i grew even more attached to that person day by day. i didnt try to forget, because i dont remember much anyway. bits of memories, sweet enough to enlighten my life. memories fade throughout time, so i tried to prolong it by reminiscing our story everyday, replaying those scenes. the only thing i could remember is your scent. and when you smile,i cant help but to smile with you.
nothing makes you unique from others. probably you're just another being who happened to be in my life. and i want to keep you in my mind as a person who showed me how to let go of something we love. and p/s, i dont know if you still do.. but i love you. yes i'm still in love with you.

yes, this idiot still does.

the things,words,actions ; i wished i'd done it sooner.

2011-07-03T00:21:00.001+08:00

I DID NOTHING.
I FAILED HER.
MOST IMPORTANTLY, I FAILED MYSELF AS A COMPANION.

When she had Anorexia, I ..
did nothing.

And you cant imagine how much I despised myself all these times thinking that it might turns out to be different if I actually said something.

My suspections is enough. I knew her that well.

Any idiot would know she had issues with just a single glance.

I teared up whenever her image runs into my mind. I still remembered her beautiful smile, and how I never failed to notice her blush when I teased her with my fail jokes. Oh how I missed that girl.

But she rarely smile now. Even if she did, it was obviously a fake one.

I'm tired.

Tired of pretending that I'm oblivious of her condition.

Praying that one day, she will return by my side as the girl I knew from before.

Her ; Priscilla Ahn

2011-06-30T15:15:00.003+08:00

Priscilla Ahn.
It's her voice I listen to when there's too much noise in the background.

one of my favourite ; Rain.

by Yon Yusuff.
dengarbunyiitu.

Sultanah Asma Girl's School ; a part of Yon.

2011-06-24T14:45:00.003+08:00

their Mulan-themed performance. :)

download HD macam besaq separuh movie. dem~
nasib baik worth it.

by Yon Yusuff.

sport's day CyCom ; kontribusi Yon

2011-06-24T13:05:00.006+08:00

Yon Yusuff = Media & Publisiti.
Tak boleh kata "tidak" bila orang mintak tolong.

"Bukan bayarannya yang ku kejarin, "

Sementara aku masih ada hati malaikat, apa salahnya tolong orang dan berbakti kepada kelab sendiri. Sekurang-kurangnya ada kebaikan dalam hati Yon Yusuff. (LOL~)

Ini nametag untuk AJK.

oh lupa. dan sila abaikan "Taeng.Yul...bla,bla,bla " tulisan kecik kat bawah tu.
kad Yon Yusuff saja yang ada.

Ini poster yang telah diresize.

edit : pukui 8.30 daftar. (sigh..siiiiiigh)
^ bersebab.sapa tak paham, shadap.

konklusinya, WHATEVER.

dan...aku kena jadi MC esok. uh?
akulah bidan yang terjun kerana ditolak.
takpaaa...bukan majlis formal pun. takdak kena pakai kot pa jadah aih.

dan ini jugak aku print tadi sebab ada lebihan kertas. ^___________^

macam siot ja kan?hahahaha. aku nak pakai buat ganti kad matrik. XD
biaq kena jeling ngan pihak keselamatan tiap-tiap pagi.

by Yon Yusuff.

COPYPASTE ; Tukang Puisi dan Penjual Bunga

2011-06-19T22:16:00.005+08:00

Suatu hari di awal bulan Oktober yang cerah. Sinar matahari berbinar lembut dipantulkan dedaunan. Udara cerah namun cukup sejuk. Hampir jam 12 siang.

Si tukang puisi keluar ke beranda rumah. Wajahnya masih kusut dan matanya masih sayu, rambutnya acak-acakan. Dia menggeliat sambil memasukan udara segar kedalam dadanya yang penuh asap tembakau. Mulutnya menguap lebar, tangan kirinya berusaha menutupi demi etika, tangan kanannya terentang ke udara demi kepuasan geliatnya.

Seorang gadis cilik penjual bunga lewat depan rumahnya menjinjing sekeranjang mawar yang wangi dan segar. Ia akan menawarkan bunganya pada yang sedih hatinya, yang girang hatinya, dan yang sedang dimabuk cinta. Merekalah yang biasanya membeli bunga.

“Selamat pagi bunga, kau segar dan cantik pagi ini. Bolehkah aku membeli setangkai mawar darimu?”

“Selamat siang, ini sudah bukan pagi. Kau tampak dekil dan kusut. Setangkai lima ribu.” Kata gadis cilik itu sambil menahan tawa melihat si tukang puisi.

“Ah, lima ribu… tak ada uang lagi padaku. Sudah aku habiskan untuk kopi dan kretek tadi malam. Bagaimana kalau aku bayar dengan sebuah puisi?”

“Nggak mau. Enak aja. Apa gunanya puisi bagiku?” jawab gadis cilik itu sambil mengurungkan niatnya memberikan setangkai mawar.

“Apa gunanya uang lima ribu bagimu?”

“Banyak. Aku bisa menabung. Kalau sudah banyak aku bisa membeli apa yang aku suka. Aku bisa menjadi kaya. Harta menopang badan kata orang-orang tua.”

“Puisi adalah keindahan tertinggi. Ungkapan cinta tersuci. Dan cinta menopang jiwa.” Kata si tukang puisi seolah berdeklamasi.

“Jika puisi keindahan tertinggi, mengapa orang-orang lebih suka membeli seikat mawar daripada sebait puisi?”

“Karena orang-orang telah tersesat di belantara harta jadi mereka tak mengenal lagi indahnya cinta dalam puisi.”

“Kalau begitu, gubahlah sebuah puisi yang indah tentang mawar ini, kau boleh memandangnya, kau boleh mencium harumnya tapi kau tak boleh memilikinya.” Gadis cilik penjual mawar itu perlahan melambaikan setangkai mawar segar di depan hidung si tukang puisi.

“Lalu juallah puisi itu kepada yang mau. Besok aku akan lewat lagi. Sisakan lima ribu untukku, jangan habiskan uangmu untuk kretek dan kopi. Akan kuberikan padamu mawar yang paling indah.” Kaki kecilnya yang ringan dan lincah segera menari meninggalkan si tukang puisi sendiri.

Bau mawar yang segar melambungkan imaginasi si tukang puisi. Sayang tak ada pena dan kertas di beranda. Dia hanya terpejam dan menghirup wangi mawar segar itu dalam-dalam dan menulis sebuah puisi dalam otaknya yang masih setengah bermimpi.

-credit to Ouda Saija.
http://fiksi.kompasiana.com/prosa/2011/02/01/tukang-puisi-dan-penjual-bunga/

Bedebah kau ; ...******

2011-06-11T20:45:00.005+08:00

Diminta semua pengguna Internet, aku menyeru kamu semua ;

INSTALL ANTI-SPYWARE!

jika tidak, dosa kamu mencarut akan bertambah tanpa kamu sedari, dan 2 jam dari 24 jam sehari yang Tuhan bagi boleh terbuang begitu sahaja.

SUNGGUH BEDEBAH.

cuss.cuss.disembowel. (courtesy to Mr. Bean's diary quote)

Nothing In Particular.

2011-05-23T19:28:00.004+08:00

It isn't the thing you do, dear,
it's the thing you left undone
That gives you the bitter heartache
at the setting sun;
the tender word unspoken,
the letter you did not write,
the flower you might have sent, dear,
are your haunting ghosts at night.

The stone you might have lifted
out of your brother's way,
the bit of heartfelt counsel
you were hurried too much to say
The loving touch of the hand, dear,
the gentle and winsome tone,
that you had no time or thought for
with troubles enough of your own.

These little acts of kindness
So easily out of mind;
These chances to be angels
Which even mortals find;
They come in nights of silence
to take away the grief
when hope is faint and feeble
and a drought has stopped belief.

For life is all too short, dear,
and sorrow is all too great
to allow our slow compassion
that tarries until too late.
And it's not the thing you do, dear,
it's the thing you leave undone
that gives you the bitter heartache
at the setting of the sun.

by Adelaide Proctor.

Yon ; Sometimes a Samchon fan also.

2011-04-22T19:16:00.008+08:00

samchon fan = uncle fan.
aish. yeah yeah im not an 'uncle' or whatsoever. just saying i feel like im so old to like cute stuffs like this. (this just came out from a girl who is 20 years old.haha)
and eemo is so not cool. samchon just gives off the right vibe.

ok this reminds me a lot of snsd during their debut days.
remembering Taeng and Yul showing off their cute face in Kissing You days make me laugh so hard. no makeup faces..ah i miss those times.

hahahah~~~LOL. XD XD XD
so i think this particular group, A Pink will be successful like SNSD and KARA did. it's the same formula, just that they must be patient for their turn. :)
SHINE!SHINE!SHINE!

Not to mention, FIN KL and S.E.S also started with these kind of songs and packaged with fresh faces. these girls..they are just bound to stand at the top. maybe they need time. hey, even if they didnt, i'll like them anyhow. :)
the only thing bugging me is their group's name. =.=
A PINK?!? i was like.. hmm.... uh....hmmmmm.....hmmmmmmmmmm....
oh and in this mv?why must there be kikwang there?like donghae was in kissing you.
it made me despise that guy for a week. lucky i'm more mature now.
ah screw that!

ehem. ehem.

dear new infatuation,
you girls just gave me the reason to read about system boot sequence.
i'll study smart.

my favourite TWINS in the world.

2011-04-19T12:49:00.009+08:00

This song is Officially Missing You by Tamia. Have you heard the original yet? Bet you'll love this one better. :)
OK push aside the fact that these two girls are insanely gorgeous and have such a beautiful sweet voice. I LOVE their music.
And they are the reason why I listened to Nobody by Wonder Girls after a loooooong time of staying away from that particular over-replaying song of the century. They sang it exactly like-what-my heart-wants-to-listen. Visit their channel on Youtube!
Their accent is nice. Just perfect to my likings.

My favourite of their cover?Of course it's not Officially Missing You. Hehe.
It's Nobody.
and I like their originals too.
this one. :) because I hate Monday.

Hey I want to make you a song. For both Janice and Sonia. Hahahaha.
Which is called "Perfect To My Likings" . Boleh macam tu? Nah, jk.

But hey, I am composing a song with that title. (for no particular reason)
Might as well just dedicate it to em? :P

LOVE YA!

by YonYusuff.

A Leader's Sacrifice ; Simple Short Story

2011-04-17T12:16:00.005+08:00

I dug around my Forever9 folder and found this. Thought I should share it. Dont waste your time reading if you dont want to actually read it.

“Kim Taeyeon. I’m appointing you as leader of So Nyuh Shi Dae.”

The said girl looked up at her boss/the CEO of the agency that owns every inch of her just by signing a single contract, with a surprised look on her young face.
She blinked once. Twice.

Mr. Lee Soo Man did not seem to faze as he looked at the newly appointed leader of his second girl group in front of his desk.

“Do you have any objections?”

Taeyeon broke out of her daze after hearing his boss’s voice.

“N-no, sir, I’m very honoured…”

Mr. Lee could see that she was obviously lying. He adjusted his spectacles onto the bridge of his nose properly, and leaned forward while sitting behind his desk to look at the young girl square in the eyes.

“I’m appointing you as leader because you’re the oldest one in the group. You know it’s our company’s policy to assign the oldest as the leader. I entrust you into this role and that I know that you’re responsible enough to take care of your other members. It is difficult to comprehend this sudden information right now, but I know that you can do it.”

Taeyeon understood and nodded in agreement, but the back of her mind was telling her that she won’t be a suitable leader…

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The moment after their debut performance, after everyone bowed in front of the applauding audience and made their way backstage, all of the members broke into tears of happiness in their waiting room.

Except for one Kim Taeyeon…

Some of the members leaned on each other’s shoulders as they sobbed without a care in the world. Others went to call their family members to ask if they saw their performance just now, while trying to hold back their tears. The leader put on a façade as she rubbed the backs of her other members, even though she too was about to burst with overpowering emotions. After everybody calmed down and went back to their apartment, Taeyeon immediately went into her room she shared with the other two shikshins instead of celebrating with the other members in the living room. This did not go unnoticed by them.

“She needs some alone time…”

Everybody sitting in a circle in the middle of the room agreed on that.

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Taeyeon immediately woke up to the sounds of her blaring alarm clock and shut it off, so that she won’t disturb the other two slumbering occupants in the room. She remembered last night, after letting out all of her emotions, that she had to wake up early to cook breakfast for her other eight members. Now that she was appointed as leader, it was her duty to take care of them like a mother.

After taking a quick warm shower, she went into the kitchen but was startled to see someone else other than her busily cooking breakfast.

Hyoyeon sensed a presence behind her and turned around to see her dear leader with a surprised expression on her baby-like face. The dancer just gave her a cheerful grin that could brighten up anyone’s day.

“You like your eggs scrambled or sunny-side up?”

For once in a lifetime, Taeyeon did not know how to answer that simple question.

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Their debut had already been a hit in Korea! Everyone was talking about this hot new girl group that the notorious SM Entertainment company has created. As their popularity has risen up by the end of their promotion of ‘Into the New World’, so does the skepticism of the general public. Critics were pessimistic about how far these young girls would go in the K-pop entertainment scene. The hate mail and anti-fans were steadily increasing day by day…

Taeyeon’s fingers visibly shook and tightened around the tiny white mouse as she scrolled down a popular news website. She didn’t know what possessed her to search up on her group on the internet. The internet is an entertainer’s worst nightmare. Anything negative about her group that she didn’t want to know about can be discovered on the net, whether it was true or not.
She was prepared for all that, at least, she hopes so…

She stopped scrolling and finally saw a news topic about her group.

She clicked on it, and was suddenly bombarded with critiques, nasty rumours, and embarrassing photos of mistakes some of her members made during their performances. She stayed strong and began reading some of them.

‘SNSD’s Tiffany NOT good enough to be a dancer! Evidence of her sloppy dancing and mistakes here!’

‘Jessica dated 3 men during her trainee days?!’

‘All members of SNSD slept with several men to gain more popularity’

The last one almost reached her boiling point. Who in their right mind would think up of an atrocious rumour like that?! Taeyeon almost wanted to punch the screen and slam the computer against the wall. She kept her cool and proceeded to the comments section of the website.

‘SNSD SUCKS!’

‘All of the members are SO UGLY! Ugh… I always turn off the television whenever I see them on.’

‘They can’t even sing! Everyone’s voice is so terrible, especially that Kim Taeyeon. It’s like hearing an elephant sing!’

Well, that did it…

Taeyeon was so pissed off to the point where she REALLY wanted to slap and spew vulgarities at these ignorant and rude people.

Just as she was about to type a rebuttal and defend her group’s pride from those anti-fans, a soft and delicate hand grabbed the mouse she was holding onto and moved it to the ‘X’ button at the corner to close the website.

Taeyeon started to calm down when the said hand released the mouse and two arms began to engulf her with a hug from behind. The person behind her placed her head on Taeyeon’s left shoulder and started to sob. The leader leaned back and held the arms locking her in her seat.

She felt terrible…

“Don’t. You. EVER. Go to that website again…”

Apparently, Jessica had seen every single thing that Taeyeon had just read from behind her back.

For someone to be known as the Ice Princess, her tight hug wasn’t icy at all.

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A year has passed and the rising-in-popularity group has already released their second song which was self-titled as them. It did not do as well as their first song but it was still considered as a hit. During this time, Taeyeon and her members were given their individual schedules to participate in variety shows, act in dramas and do a few solo activities. As the leader, she needed to know their schedules. She bought a notebook for herself so that she could record them down; she has a very bad memory…

As Taeyeon wrote them down while listening to her manager’s other instructions in front of her, she noticed that Yoona had the most schedules for acting in a drama. That means that she would be absent during most of their performances at different music shows.

She frowned at that new piece of information.

She knew that the doe-eyed girl also wanted to be an actor, other than being an entertainer, but judging by the number of drama schedules in her notebook for Yoona, there were A LOT of episodes to be filmed.

After the meeting with her manager was done, she exited the meeting room and went off to find Yoona first in the huge building. Wondering around to search for a single person in this headquarters was torturing, but she managed to find the ‘image’ of her group in the dance studio.

Yoona was alone in the room, busily practicing her dance routine as if she would forget it the next time she performed. She saw her beloved leader/unnie walking up behind her in the mirror in front of her.

“Hey, unnie! W hat’s up?”

Taeyeon gave her a half-smile as a greeting. She showed her the notebook.

“Here, Yoong. Your daily schedule for the whole month and be sure to record it down somewhere, okay?”

Yoona took a look at her VERY packed schedule. An unreadable expression was plastered on her face.

“A lot of filming for the drama, huh? I guess I won’t be able to be with you guys all the time…”

“You know… I can arrange with our manager to not have you film every day if you want to. I mean, just look at it! You’re gonna be coming home at two in the morning! All of us need to get enough sleep since we’re gonna be waking up at the break of dawn almost every day! Also, you’ll be missing out on our dance practices and live performances from now on! I don’t want you to miss out on-“

Taeyeon’s rant was silenced by a finger on the tip of her lips.

“Relax unnie… I can handle all this. Trust me.”

With the reassuring smile that Yoona gave her, Taeyeon knew that she was able to trust her on handling this by herself.

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Taeyeon dreaded for this day to come…

Her company has just released a new song for them to rehearse.

The song is very cute…and girly…

And she had to dance with a lollipop…

It made all of her fingers and toes to curl up just by thinking about her dancing with a piece of candy in her hands.

The other members weren’t complaining though…

The short leader looked at the others waving around their lollipops cheerfully in front of the camera with no hint of embarrassment on their gleeful complexion. How she wished that she could be as carefree as them… Taeyeon was just standing at the side of the stage, fiddling around with the rainbow-coloured candy in her hands, waiting nervously for her turn to face the music.

She knew that being in a girl group meant that there would be a possibility that she had to sing a REALLY girly song to fit their image, and appeal to the Korean public who have a taste for cute girls like them. She accepted that fact, but now, she doesn’t know if she has the guts to suck up her pride and act cute in front of the camera.
Someone gripped her shoulders to get her attention.

Turning around, Taeyeon came face to face with the ‘energy pill’ of her beloved group. No wonder Sunny was nicknamed that. Her presence was enough to re-energize the sulking leader back to her normal self.

“You want me to give you some aegyo lessons?” Sunny affectionately asked her dear leader.

Normally, Taeyeon absolutely despised Sunny’s overused acts of cuteness, but this was an exception…

“Please…”

Sunny smiled at that answer.

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Surprisingly, the lessons worked. The then preoccupied and stubborn leader has become more at ease with showing her killer cute actions that nobody has ever seen until now. However, Taeyeon still did not show it unless she really has to.

As the saying goes, time flies when you’re having fun. After their third main song, ’Kissing You’, proved to be a hit among the general public, SNSD was once again put into singing another cute song. One that had Taeyeon wished she could just stop having to dance with the other girls, and persuade her manager to just let her sing the song instead.

When she had to learn the choreography for ‘Gee’, she really felt like a total idiot.

‘What kind of song is this?! And who thought up of this weird dance?! Seriously, this one’s gonna be a total failure once we release it…’

Oh, how utterly wrong she was…

They won EVERY SINGLE MUSIC CHARTS in Korea with that song alone. Taeyeon had already lost count of the number of awards her group won. And behold, the ‘Gee Syndrome’ has taken over and won the hearts of millions of people around the world! She couldn’t believe it.

Due to the popular demand of the addicting song, her group had to perform it again and again… Just another normal day in the life of a K-pop idol.

After another exhausting performance in front of the hyped-up audience, SNSD made their way back to the waiting room; feeling glad to know that it was their last gig of the day. Taeyeon ushered the others to go down the stairs first to check if everyone was present and not goofing off again. Satisfied, she too followed her lovely members.

And then, the unexpected happened…

In a blink of an eye, Taeyeon saw someone slipped down the stairs…hard.

“TIFFANY!”

Everyone gathered around to help the poor girl get back up on her feet, but was met with agonising protests from her. She moaned in pain as the concerned leader grabbed her injured right ankle and checked it.

It was worse than she thought…

“I-I’m fine, TaeTae… really…”

Taeyeon gave an unsatisfied glare at the girl in front of her. That made Tiffany at a lost for words, for once. She had NEVER seen her beloved best friend glare at her like that. Even the other members were shocked as well. Her expression could even beat Jessica’s cold aura.

“No, you’re NOT fine. You can’t walk around in this condition. Someone call an ambulance NOW.”

The first order ever from their leader. It sent chills down their spines…

The other members immediately took out their phones.

Lesson learnt: Never ever injure yourself in front of your dear leader.

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Ever since Tiffany’s accident, Taeyeon made it a point to ALWAYS have someone stand or walk beside the clumsy girl in case she falls down again. Her decision was strongly supported by the others, ignoring the whines and protests made by the group’s ‘mushroom’.

After their amazing breakthrough with Taeyeon’s least favourite song, SNSD’s popularity skyrocketed! Everywhere, people wanted to know about these girls The group was bombarded with invites to even more variety shows, talk shows and even overseas. They were definitely overwhelmed by the sudden demand.

At least the next song they were going to promote was more mature, much to Taeyeon’s delight. Even though it was kind of a stray-away from their usual innocent image, it felt more refreshing for them to do something different.

Taeyeon was busier than ever.

Now that she has a radio show to deejay added into her hectic schedule, she would always be the last one to come back home. That doesn’t mean that she did not like the newly-added job she took. She had a lot of fun by just sitting down on a comfy chair and talk to listeners. Hosting it with her co-host and sometimes with the other members was a blast, not to mention that her dorky side would appear often during the show. It’s no wonder more and more listeners tuned in whenever she hosted it. She’s just that funny! People who did not know her would never have thought that she would be the one and only leader of SNSD if they tuned into her show for the first time.

But even a strong leader like her will get tired once in a while…

The deejay came back to her humble abode she shared with the other eight members at 2.30am, entirely exhausted. If she had another ‘Genie’ dance practice after she was done with her radio show, her legs would have turned into jelly the moment she stepped inside the room.

Sleep was starting to take her over.

Without even bothering to change her clothes, she dragged herself towards the long leather couch in the spacious living room and crashed onto it. Once she got herself into a comfortable position, she finally fell into a well-deserved slumber.

If she had stayed up for a few more minutes, she would have heard the slightly loud creak of one of the bedroom doors opening.

Out came the youngest of Taeyeon’s group, quietly tip-toeing into the living room while hugging a Keroro plush doll. There was going to be a special episode of the green alien frog to be broadcasted at this time. Guess Seohyun had to miss out on that, after noticing a figure lying down on the couch.

Being the ever caring maknae that she was, Seohyun went back into her bedroom, grabbed an extra warm blanket from her closet, and covered the slumbering older girl with it.

Seohyun observed the leader before her. The rhythmic movements of her body slowly rising and falling due to her quiet breathing, the calm and peaceful expression on her face. Everything…

Maknae went down on her knees to get a better look at Taeyeon. Looking around to see that no one else was in the room, Seohyun moved closer to kiss her on the cheek.

“Sweet dreams, unnie. Have a good rest.”

And with that, the maknae returned back to her room, not regretting that she missed her favourite show.

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Oh, great…

Another cutesy song…

This time with a cheerleader concept to boot...

Taeyeon wondered why their company wouldn’t let them go on with the mature and sexy concept. It was still a hit, wasn’t it? But alas, they still had to maintain their group’s image from the beginning. She had to accept that fact…

Plus, with the announcement that her group would be putting on their first-ever international concert this year, it made her even more nervous and stressed than before. The last thing she wanted right now is to disappoint their loyal fans with a terrible concert. Taeyeon and her members’ schedule were packed to the brim with their promotions of ‘Oh’, rehearsals for the much anticipated concert, and recordings of another song on their ever-growing list. She hopes that it was not another girly song.

All of this, packed together into one huge package had also led to another problem, concerning Taeyeon’s health.

Her insomnia has come back to haunt her…

She thought that she had cured that AND her sleep-walking problems months ago. Guess some habits just never change…

Taeyeon sighed once again as she was experiencing yet another sleepless night. She tossed and turned in bed for the millionth time, trying with all her might to get some much-needed rest, but to no avail. With an aggravated huff, she got up from her bed and got out of the room. At that moment, her stomach grumbled.

Maybe her hunger was disturbing her sleep this time around.

She made her way towards the kitchen, while pondering on what to eat. As she opened the fridge to see what ingredients there were to cook, she came face to face with three HUGE bottles of milk and a yellow post-it note on one of it.

‘What the…?’

She read the note with a confused face.

DO NOT TOUCH!! FOR TAEYEON’S USE ONLY!!!
P.S If you’re reading this Taengoo, feel free to drink all of it if you want!
Be sure to make it warm if you wanna sleep better ^_^
Love, Yuri~

Kid leader just smiled after she read the thoughtful note.

She had forgotten that warm milk helps people to sleep better. Curse her forgetfulness…

She must remember to thank Kwon Yuri for curing her insomnia.

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Finally, the day of the concert had arrived.

Everybody was a nervous wreck… But they overcome that by saying their one and only motto before the show.

“Right now, it’s Girl’s Generation!”

And with that done, their spirits have lifted and they made their way towards the stage where the crowds were proudly chanting their names.

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As they reached the end of their debut song to mark the end of the wonderful concert, the pink ocean around them cheered and burst into a round of endless applauses. Fans waved their pink lightsabers with glee while shouting their beloved group’s name from the bottom of their hearts. Millions of confetti falls slowly all around the stage, like snowflakes on a first winter’s day.

All of the members looked at each other with pride. Their efforts had paid off…

They formed into a single file with their leader in the middle and took a long bow.
The crowds roared in return!

When all of them rise back up again, they indulged themselves in hearing the cheers echoing around them. Leader then noticed that the fans were chanting her name…

“KIM TAEYEON! KIM TAEYEON! KIM TAEYEON!”

The other members turned to look at their beloved leader.

Taeyeon was on the verge of tears, but she held them back. She needed to be strong right now.

The tallest member beside her looked at Taeyeon with pride in her eyes.

Ever since she became a member of SNSD, Sooyoung had never once doubted Taeyeon’s leadership. Without her as their guide, they wouldn’t have managed to get this far.

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Everyone, as usual, were goofing off and behaving like kids as they sat at the round table reserved for them. Taeyeon just shrugged at the scene before her. Things like sniffing the tablecloth, playing with the utensils, and dancing like dorks were considered normal whenever she was with these girls. Even if they were doing all those things during an awards ceremony…

Now that they had bagged two awards already, they were pretty much not expecting to get the last and most prestigious award of the whole ceremony. Not a single idol group has ever won that, let alone a GIRL group for that matter.

“I wonder who is going to win that, Taeyeon unnie…”

“And the golden Disk Daesang is awarded to…”

Taeyeon turned to Seohyun sitting beside her.

“Nah, I don’t think that it’s gonna be u-“

“…So Nyuh Shi Dae!”

‘What…?’

Everyone sitting at the table stopped moving.

Realization just kicked in.

Taeyeon did not know what happened, but all of a sudden, her water dam finally broke.

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Taeyeon finished polishing the golden trophy in her hands, and returned it in its rightful place inside the showcase. She and her eight other members were enjoying a rare well-deserved day off from their usual activities.

A few months have already past since their shocking win for the Disk Daesang.

She sometimes wondered if they really made an impact in this world in a good way.

Admiring the amount of awards that her group had gotten, she knew the answers already. The proof of their hard work and effort were right in front of her, shining brightly under the ceiling lights after she polished every single one of them.

She heard some shuffling and hushed whisperings behind her. She already knew who they were from, but pretended to not hear it.

Suddenly, her world became dark.

“Wha…?”

“No peeking, TaeTae.”

Tiffany was covering her eyes. She wondered what this was all about…

“Okay, you can look now!”

Once everything became bright again, Taeyeon slowly turned around.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KIM TAEYEON! THE BEST LEADER EVER!”

In front of her was Seohyun holding an ice-cream cake.

Yuri, Yoona, Sooyoung and Hyoyeon were holding dozens of blue heart-shaped balloons, while Sunny, Jessica and Tiffany were showing off a board filled with personal birthday letters to her.

Taeyeon could not believe that she had forgotten her own birthday.

~END~

by Yon Yusuff.

ithinksnsdnishuman.

Run Yon Run ; Japan Version.

2011-04-10T00:00:00.005+08:00

Taeng. Sica.Mi-Young.Yul.Soo.Yoong.Sunny.Hyo.Seo.

Aku salahkan nama-nama di atas kerana menyebabkan aku tak study Calculus.

by Yon Yusuff.
bum,cakbum,cak!

Dear Friend ; Random.

2011-04-02T22:30:00.005+08:00

“What defines a best friend? What are the requirements to be a good best friend? How many hours a week does it entail? Stupid questions that have no answers. A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone, or how many hours they hang out together. It is not defined by how many sleepovers they gossip at, or how many inside jokes they have. There are no requirements or laws that state that a good best friend must hang out with them every weekend, or tell each other every little detail.
A best friend is a matter of opinion. It is the person who has been there for you through everything, not just through the fun things, or the little things. It is the person that you call when you are at your absolute worst, it is the person who saves you when you didn’t even notice that you needed saving, mostly it is the person who accepts you for who you are, and the person that you are becoming.”

by Yon Yusuff.
buddies,iloveyou.

Fainel Perojek ; eshtiemel.

2011-04-02T21:26:00.003+08:00

Ya inilah screenshot final projek saya.
Background music di belakang, sudah tentulah dipenuhi lagu Big Bang.
Janganlah anda ditipu dengan gambar di atas ini kerana projek asli yang ada pada saya cikai sekali. hahahahhaahhahahahahahahahahaha.

by Yon Yusuff.
siap.siap.siap.

Jika Aku Mati Muda

2011-04-01T15:11:00.008+08:00

G
If I die young
D
Bury me in satin
A Bm4
Lay me down on a bed of roses
G D
Sink me in the river at dawn
A Bm4
Send me away with the words of a love song
G D A
Oh oh, oh oh

G D
Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
A Bm4
She'll know I'm safe with You when she stands under my colors
G D
Oh and life ain't always what you think it ought to be
A Bm4
No, ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
G D A Bm4
The sharp knife of a short life
G D A
Well, I've had just enough time

G
If I die young
D
Bury me in satin
A Bm4
Lay me down on a bed of roses
G D
Sink me in the river at dawn
A Bm4
Send me away with the words of a love song

G D A Bm4
The sharp knife of a short life
G D A
Well, I've had just enough time

G D
And I'll be wearing white when I come into Your kingdom
A Bm4
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
G D
I've never known the loving of a man
A Bm4
but it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
G D
There's a boy here in town says he'll love me forever
A Bm4
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

G D A Bm4
The sharp knife of a short life
G D A
Well, I've had just enough time

G D A Bm4 x2

G
So put on your best boys
D
And I'll wear my pearls
A
What I never did is done

G
A penny for my thoughts
D
Oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
A Bm4
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
G D
And maybe then you'll hear the words I've been singing
A Bm4
Funny when you're dead how people start listening

G D A Bm4

G
If I die young
D
Bury me in satin
A Bm4
Lay me down on a bed of roses
G D
Sink me in the river at dawn
A Bm4
Send me away with the words of a love song

G D
Oh oh, the ballad of a dove
A Bm4
Go in peace and love
G
Gather up your tears
D
Keep them in your pocket
A Bm4
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them.

G D A Bm4
Oh oh, the sharp knife of a short life
G D A
Well, I've had just enough time

G
So put on your best boys
D
And I'll wear my pearls

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this song is bitter, but beautiful.

especially the line,

"funny when you're dead how people start listening,"

by Yon Yusuff.

Worst April Fool Joke ; Bieber Shi Dae

2011-03-31T23:24:00.014+08:00

This is a total madness!!! Just reading the title make me wanna puke.(Overreacting)
To think I almost fell for it, (babo me) luckily I 'smelled' something fishy about the whole Bieber Shi Dae thing.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!
It was then when I remembered it's nearing April Fools day, just another hour or so.

mood : currently hating SSF. (hahaha, nah! jk,jk)

And it all just happened without warning! The page suddenly popped out when I was browsing the news section. With all the new layout and all! MAN! OK this is meant to be a successful Bieber Shi Dae trick ever!

*But anyway, I dont like April Fool* ~~I think it's conceptually idiotic and only morons celebrate this.~~(Uh sorry to say) because I had a bad memory from my early years on this particular celebration day.
It's permanently tattoed on my mind. VERY traumatic experience. T__T

No Bieber Shi Dae please. Lemah jantung kawe!!!!!!!!!!!Tau dok?TAU DOK???!

aish. it's not that i hate Bieber but this collaboration will be just...uh...TAK SESUAI!noononoonononononono BIG NO!

ok. i'm officially pranked by soshified, my most trusted site on internet apart from Google.

edit : Sorry Yati. but I dont like April's Fool.But sorry for the offensive statement anyway.

by Yon Yusuff.
bieberbiebertheboywithagirlsvoice.

LML! in Penang with my BUDDY

2011-03-29T15:07:00.014+08:00

To the he** with people who shouts FML.
because I love my life. will be loving it until God decide to take what He owns back.
for that moment to come, I'll live my life like I'm supposed to. :)

- Yon Yusuff.

i think this one song describes our friendship(somehow)...
it's Happy by Never Shout Never!
macam, if i were to produce MV for last Saturday..this song will be the bg music.
oho yea~

okay today :

i ate Subway for the 2nd time in my life. (not much a fan of sandwiches. but love 'em cause they're still food!). and the soup helped a lot to warm my insides. i was freezing like ICE!.

i watched Merong Mahawangsa. for a Malaysian-made movie, it's AWESOME. graphics, scripts, dang Yusry Abdul Halim pwns everything. ok he is my idol. ever since KRU. <3 <3 <3

the characters are well-developed, i guess. and i fell in love with Embok. even though she's somewhat too sexy for innocent-Malaysian eyes in that film. LOL!
tapi my focus macam lari sikit la masa tengok movie ni, aku menggeletar kot. gila hang, basah-basah lencun macam baru lepas mandi ayaq terjun boleh plak terus pi tengok wayang. ok ini adalah sesuatu yang sukar difahami minda normal. air-cond cinema pulak tunjuk hebat dengan kesejukan melampau. sapa technician yang handle air-cond ni? tak nampak ka kat luaq tu hujan?! kalau aku frostbite macam mana?
(melampau gila,haha).

went to Toys' R Us. niceeeee... budak-budak sekarang mewah la. toys melampau gila, i bet depa bukannya reti main pun. but had fun browsing 'em , (as if im going to buy one) oh yang voice changer tu cam cool ja. weeee weeeee weeeee! spy gadget. hmm..come to think of it, aku agak dah lama tak beli toys. macam.. setahun lebih la jugak? so refreshing la jugak cuci mata situ. and main bop it is kinda fun. ohohohooo.interesting~
(ye lah, toys mana yang tak interesting kat mata aku.)

and to Borders (kedai buku kat QB). ok banyak buku yang aku nak beli tapi i held it in sebab macam bukan masa yang sesuai untuk spend time reading other books than CALCULUS. (alasan seorang hipokrit,penipu,pembohong. heck, no one 'reads' calc).
i found Bean's diary!~WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. would come back later to buy it. worth buying, worth buying. he is simply epic. :)

the pic we took in the bookstore! hoho. the one with both of us in it. :)

instantly printed okehh!
i put it in my diary. wohoho.
it's on the same page of last Sat's entry. ^____^

i think even when i am just walking around and doing nothing, i will be contented if i were to be with my buddy. i love you all. each and everyone of you.
the feeling is almost like being around with your family. you can just dive in and feel the warmth from their simple gestures, smiles, laughs here and there.. oh life is beautiful in such a way i would never wanted to trade mine with someone else's.
because i love just the way it is.

by Yon Yusuff.
friends do not come after family.
they're my other brothers and sisters.
WE are family. :)

Inspiration ; When minds think alike.

2011-03-21T01:34:00.005+08:00

“A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.”

– Richard Bach

I think that the whole "soulmates" theory is relevant, but I'm not so sure right now that "Does everyone has their own soulmate?". Because some people died unmarried. Some had divorced, and died alone in the deathbed without having someone to cry for you when you're gone. Some were married, but not to her/his soulmate.

Curiosity envelops me.
Cant help wondering,
What is the feeling of having found that special person?

I shrugged it off when I cant seem to solve the riddle by myself.
Love..soulmates..is very simple yet so complex.

I decided to leave it to destiny. And fate brought us to what we are now.
God had my whole story written already.

So in the end, I admit that I believe in soulmates. I do.
Richard Bach's quote somehow explains how I pictured it.

soulmate? <3

by Yon Yusuff.
whereartthou.

K.E.C.U.T

2011-03-13T14:32:00.003+08:00

Ok. Tiba-tiba aku kecut.

Jiwaku Yang Muda.

2011-03-12T18:57:00.006+08:00

Apalah daya Yon Yusuff. Umurnya sudah meningkat 20.

Andai kata aku takkan dewasa sampai bila-bila, aku rasa umur aku yang ideal adalah 16 tahun. Tak lah muda, tak lah remaja, hampir-hampir nak tua. Aku rasa macam nak putar balik masa sekolah menengah sebab terkilan tak boleh ambik aliran Sastera.

T_____________________T

Kepada kawan-kawan yang bakal jadi guru, jangan la tolak request anak murid macam tu. Aku niat nak belajaq ja, tu pun tak bagi.
*sigh*

Hahaha. OK takpa. Ini takdir yang diprint dalam jurnal masa depan aku.
So...harung lahhh!!

by Yon Yusuff.
tapiakusukabiladewasa.

Generasi Kapkek - Launched Today!

2011-03-11T18:09:00.006+08:00

Wuhu! Cupcakes <3 dah ada blog. Itu header aku buat.

http://generasikapkek.blogspot.com/

Macam tu la lebih kurang rupabentuk dia.
Baru ada satu entri. Tu pun nak bahagi tugas kepada para admin.
Inilah hasil kerja setelah dipelawa (kena paksa) oleh Amal Hayati bagi mewujudkan blog untuk cupcakes sekalian. Murni niat beliau~

Takpa sama-sama kita doakan nanti blog ini akan menjadi salah satu blog pujaan ramai. XD

by Yon Yusuff.
kapkekkapkek

I'm a (wo)Man of my Words.

2011-03-10T17:31:00.003+08:00

Bagi aku, lagu ini sangatlah romantik dan bittersweet. The story behind lagu ni pun, mampu meng'wow'kan aku. Rupanya wujud lagi lelaki macam ni. Seorang calon teman hidup yang sangat hebat. Beruntung perempuan itu ada lelaki seperti ini untuk menjaga beliau. Aku harap aku dapat mempamerkan kasih sayang yang sama pada orang yang ditakdirkan menjadi jodoh aku satu hari nanti.

Because I'm a (wo)Man of my words.

Nah lirik :

Chris Medina - What Are Words.

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close

by Yon Yusuff.
whatarewords,baby.

Girl, Dream kkumeun anigetjyo.

2011-03-05T18:31:00.009+08:00

This is not a dream. You are finally in my room(wall) ! I hope you will like your stay here. I promise to keep my room cleaner after this as I assumed you'll be watching me (from the wall). No more snake-skin shedded clothes and undies. No more food wrappers under my desk. Well-organized line of books.

Unnie, saranghae. T^T I'm so happy for myself.

By the way, listening to the album makes me feel like I'm there at your concert. Even though I solemnly curse myself for not going at that time although @JessAngel was going to send me one ticket. AAAHH! Shanghai! *sigh*
(mianhe @JessAngel) if not she'll be dragging me for a tour in Shanghai too! Man....what a loss.

There's always next time..right? Anyway, no biggie!It's not that I ship them so much that I have to follow them everywhere..or lurk at our fansite all the time (haha hypocrite). Famous lurker of all ; " username=me." ...lucky i have separate accounts.

Eh, for your information that poster is quite large. My dad freaked out when he walked in the door. LOL! What's more unexplainable is..my mum showed some interest while I was putting up the poster. Maybe she was thinking "Who the hell is these se*y girls my oh-so-cute-and-loveable daughter is idolizing? She should switch to hero melayu instead." Haha. just kidding. My mum probably doesnt even care. She's just mumbling "Sapa ni.." XD

I ASKED FOR PERMISSION TO PUT UP THEIR POSTER because I always thought my parents were against it. Actually they responded quite okay..hmm~

"Adik nak bubuh ni boleh dak? Boleh?"

"Bubuh la..bilik hang" (tanpa tengok kertas poster di tangan aku)

"Aah..ok. terima kasih terima kasih"

That's why bila dia masuk tadi muka dia, " o.O .."

kegedikan terserlah.

*i was damn excited when my dad handed me the package this morning. *squeals!!*
SNSD, you brought out the fangirl in me. <3>

by Yon Yusuff
foreverinlovewithyou.

The 'B' - Day!

2011-03-02T20:13:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is World Book Day.
Damn excited for it.

That's why I'm reminiscing...on what to read.
And even listening to a song called "Reminiscence".
(Which I dont really know who is the singer, just the track title.)

:) The ulat-buku in me is awaken.

by Yon Yusuff.
Coffee tastes much better while reading books.

Nation's Little Sister.

2011-02-25T12:57:00.004+08:00

Recently when I watched Running Man with Park Bo Young as a guest in it, i had a hunch "i've totally seen this girl before!damn...but where?". Then it was mentioned in that episode that she was in Speedy Scandal! AHHH! Patut la! She was Cha Tae Hyun's illegitimate young daughter (who had a son as well, which makes Tae Hyun a grandfather). Funny movie..because I really like Tae Hyun's acting and I watched almost all his movies. Speedy Scandal is of course not an exception.

I love her rendition of Perhaps That. It was stated that she really did played the guitar intro in the song. AWESOME plucking. (over-react biasness)

Sorry i didnt recognize you earlier, Bo Young-ah! i'm BOYON. wanna be friends?*wriggles eyebrows* We could make a great cute pair! LOL~~~
Actually your hairstyle changed. I'm not good with faces..so..bear with me. T_T
Gwaenchana... now i remember already! :) Theehehehe...

by Yon Yusuff.
runrunrunningkundur.

Rahsia Si Google.

2011-02-23T11:00:00.003+08:00

Poster for Google Secret Lab. (Bengkel Rahsia Google).
I'm just functioning as the poster maker. So...any further questions, tanya orang yang buat benda ni la. Nama dia Husnina. Kelas KCS1104D.

OK. Sapa nak jumpak aku, pi la program ni. (HAHAHAHA haram.) Abaikan.
From trusted sources, he's going to share his knowledge with us about how to use Google properly.

This is the module he gave.

Module 1 - Getting Started
Module 2 - Google Search Engines
Module 3 - Basic Search Techniques
Module 4 - Advanced Search Page
Module 5 - Advanced Operators
Module 6 - Power Search Techniques

Who the heck is this guy?

HE WHO MUST BE MENTIONED IS ;

Mohamad Nizam Kassim
Senior Analyst Cyber Safety
CyberSecurity Malaysia

Aku pun tak kenai. Hehehe. Takpa la Sabtu ni jom pi berkenalan dengan dia. :)

This one is invitation cards for lecturers. Saiz dia half A4 la lebih kurang. Kecik sikit je.

Oraittt???

by Yon Yusuff.
demamkundur.

Calon MPP ; LAYAK bertanding

2011-02-20T11:29:00.011+08:00

Bukan aku.
Haha~ Kawan aku.

Andai kata Yon Yusuff jadi MPP...maka itulah tanda titik berakhirnya keseimbangan pemikiran anggota panel pemilihan MPP UiTM. Lagipun nampak sedikit tak masuk akal sekiranya aku menjadi MPP. Tak gitu? Bukanlah mustahil, tapi aneh kalau itu yang berlaku.

Peranan aku hanyalah ; si pembikin poster untuk kawan aku ni.

Nah karya yang dihasilkan dalam masa 3 jam.

Yang pertama.

Yang kedua.

Aku ucapkan semoga dia berjaya terpilih. :)
Sepanjang aku kenal Najwa Md Najmuddin ni, dia orang yang OK dimata aku dan ada la nampak kewibawaan dia sebagai seorang pemimpin. Jadi molek amat lah kalau dia dapat terpilih jadi wakil suara pelajar-pelajar. Tapi dia bukan fakulti aku pun. Uh..
Tak kisahlah. Bangga saja ada kawan yang layak bertanding. Menang kalah, lain kali cerita lain. Hohohoho.

Ucapan kepada Najwa : Selamat gantung-gantung poster sekeliling UiTM. :)

Ini link kepada blog dia. (Yang dibuat khas untuk entri pasal aktiviti berkaitan MPP)

http://najwa-speaknow.blogspot.com/

Satu benda terlintas di minda..
Soalan gedik ; "Hangpa undi ka kalau Yon Yusuff masuk bertanding jawatan MPP?"
LOL.

OK. Selamat tidur. Aku mengantuk.

edit : DIA BERJAYA! = POSTER AKU BERJAYA! hahahah.
Tahniah Najwa Md Najmuddin.

by Yon Yusuff.
terlepastestharini.

Spazz !

2011-02-19T12:18:00.004+08:00

Click for clearer view.

I have Apple wallpaper. Hypocrite much? Hahahaha.
And the music player is soooooo <3 .

by Yon Yusuff.
update.eventhough.ihavesomuchthingstodo.

OkCupid Test

2011-02-18T01:01:00.005+08:00

Bored. So I did some tests on OkCupid.com.
(please ignore the website category. I'm only in there for fun quizzes)

Your result for The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test ...

Outcast Genius

57 % Nerd, 65% Geek, 52% Dork

For The Record:

A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.

A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.

A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.

You scored better than half in all three, earning you the title of: Outcast Genius.

Outcast geniuses usually are bright enough to understand what society wants of them, and they just don't care! They are highly intelligent and passionate about the things they know are *truly* important in the world. Typically, this does not include sports, cars or make-up, but it can on occassion (and if it does then they know more than all of their friends combined in that subject). Outcast geniuses can be very lonely, due to their being outcast from most normal groups and too smart for the room among many other types of dorks and geeks, but they can also be the types to eventually rule the world, ala Bill Gates, the prototypical Outcast Genius.

Congratulations!

Me?Genius?Idiot??

-----------------------------

above is my result. try it yourselves and see what you'll get. :)

http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=9935030990046738815

by Yon Yusuff.
tengokfilem.

Revelations ; Part 1

2011-02-11T03:16:00.002+08:00

The first fanfic I've ever written (and posted on the net) is entitled ; "What If" .
Very bittersweet ending, it's safe to say I wrote it that way purposely. And being a teenager (idiot) is another factor for me to bend over to a more angst type of fic. Maybe I was just too out of love that time. XD
AND IT IS WRITTEN BASED ON PERSONAL FEELINGS.

~whew.

HAHAHAHAHA. (Apa yang aku cuba buat ni?)
Purpose of this entry?
I'm coming out of the closet as a fanfic writer. It was never a secret, it's just that you people didnt ask me about it? Malu bertanya tak tahu sampai bila-bila. :P

I started submitting my fics on the Internet around 4 or 5 years ago. After finishing my PMR, a lot have been going through my mind at that particular period. So, writing actually kinda helps me in coping with myself. (Keep Holding On!!)

Hmm..who knows you've read my fics already but you never realized it? Hahahahahaha.

I wish Dianna Agron is one of my readers. HAHAH

But writing had been my passion for quite a while now. I just decided to post it a little later. And because I thought nobody would actually read and commented. I was just lurking around the thread and (finally) found the guts to take the chance and share my collections with everyone. :)

Up until now, I probably have written 5 on-going (completed) fanfics, 3 oneshots, and maybe just 1 fourshots. Never tried collaborating with any other authors. :P

That's it. Saja nak bagitau.
and p/s, please dont try searching for my fics. hahaha. if you're meant to read em, you'll read em someday. Believe in fate. (Suddenly becoming a cheeseball)

Whatever it is, I CONFESSED ALREADY! WUHUUU! FEELS GREAT.

by Yon Yusuff.
fireworks.

Romantika Mi Cina

2011-02-04T01:45:00.029+08:00

Tajuk macam haram. Hahahah.

Keeksaitedan aku bagi menulis entri ini sungguhlah gedik, melebihi tahap melihat Fasha Sandha memakai bikini. (Dah dua kali ni dok menyebut nama wanita ini, hahaha. Jangan salah erti, aku tak suka dia. XD) Mungkin aku memang sengaja menjadikan tabiat menyebut nama dia bagi menerangkan kegedikan terlampau aku. (Waterhek?)

Masa on the way nak sampai Johor tadi, kami berenti makan dengan semayang kejap kat R&R. Nak dijadikan cerita (ayat baku der), perut ini teringin nak makan sizzling mee. Oh panjangnya barisan...teringat masa sekolah rendah dulu masa beli Nasi Ayam/ Nasi Ikan. Brr..mungkin kerana mee ni cina suka makan. Ya lah nama pun Yee Mee. Memang mee depa pun. Dan sekarang ramai cina bertempiaran kerana hari ni cina raya. Dong dong chiaa dong dong chia. Anyway, sewaktu panjang berbaris dengan perasaan sabar menunggu giliran, seorang wanita India bertanyakan aku ;
Perbualan kami seperti berikut :

W.I = Wanita India
Aku = Aku la.

Aku buat cool cakap omputeh.

W.I : Where do we have to pay for this?
Aku bermonolog : Eh?Apsal dia cakap omputeh dengan aku ni? Muka aku memang stok Yon Cruise ke?
W.I : Excuse me?
Aku : *Kalut*Ahaa..yep. I think we can pay for the mee here. If not, there lah. *pointing to the counter*
W.I : Oh OK thanks.

Then she keeps on asking and asking, asking..ask ask ask..pasal banyak benda. In English, ok.. Terkebil jugak aku jawab. Biasa la Melayu tulen...omputeh tak power der.
Ada dia tanya kenapa panggil benda ni "Sizzling Mee". Dia tanya pulak sizzling tu apa. Hahhh...punggah la. Jawapan aku konpem2 la merapu kan.
Ala-ala macam ni la bunyinya ; Sizzling..aa..sizzling..you know the sound when the noodle is boiling? Yeah we call that sizzling. Mee, mee is noodle la.
Haha reaksi muka dia masa tu macam aku tengah buat lawak pulak. Eh main-main ye. Aku serius tu explain. Brrr....~
Macam aku pekerja kedai tu pun ada. Dia dok interbiu aku harga benda alah tu berapa la..ayam dah habis ke?,tinggal cendawan saja ke?, kalau tak bubuh cabai boleh mintak ke?...and semua tu, in English.

Aku punya agak la..dia ni tourist. Taktau cakap melayu. Seriously...nasib baik mood aku nala punya baik. Ini macam punya senyum

^_______________________________^

Hehe. ok sudah la pasai W.I ~
Tu mukadimah je.

Yang penting nak cerita yang ni ha! Wahahaha. Eksaited dah datang kembali..

Disebabkan nak order mi tu punya la lambat, so tinggal aku dengan mak je la yang tak makan lagi. Sebab aku kongsi dengan mak. Kenyang der. Muka abah macam muka paksa makan, so makan jugak la bagi menjaga hatinya. Gendang gendut mengalas perut.

Sebaik sahaja aku menoleh ke arah meja kami, aku mendapati ibu sedang bersalaman dengan seorang makcik yang ditemani oleh seorang gadis muda yang aku kira mungkin cucu atau anaknya. Mesra macam kenal dari tadika nampak gayanya. Kenal ke? Hati aku bercakap sendiri. (Macam tulis ayat novel remaja. Hahahaha. XD)

Aku pun angkat lah tray mi tersebut dan duduk di sebelah mak. Sambil memoyokan diri aku dengan senyuman terhebat, aku bersalam dengan 'tetamu' meja kami itu. Rupanya mak tak kenal pun mereka berdua tu, cuma tempat duduk dah penuh jadi mak offer duduk situ sekali. Entah aku pun kurang pasti samada mak yang pelawa, atau makcik tu yang bertanyakan kekosongan seat itu.

Makcik tu peramah betul. Banyak bercerita. Cucu dia kat tepi senyap je. Senyum-senyum. Nampak macam remaja, awal belasan tahun mungkin. Ketawa nenek tu bila kami berbual bersama. Oh alangkah gembira jika nenek aku masih lagi hidup di dunia ini. Rindunya pada dia.

Bersopan santun betul cucu dia kat tepi tu, gelak pun tersipu-sipu. Nasib baik keluaq jugak suara..kalau tidak aku ingat dia bisu. Simptom semua dah ada.(Tohmahan yang kurang ajar.)

Tengah bersembang-sembang, datang lagi seorang gadis ke meja itu. Kakak gadis yang seorang lagi, aku tebak. Yang ini mungkin di awal 20-an..sebaya dengan aku. Penuh sopan-santun juga tapi lebih peramah berbanding yang seorang itu. Sempat dia memberitahu dia merupakan pelajar di kolej swasta Masterskill, bahagian X-Ray. Oh bidang perubatan rupanya. Mungkin umurnya sama dengan aku. Kerana dia nampak begitu eksaited jugak bila mengetahui bahawa aku pelajar Sains Komputer semester 4 di UiTM. Hmm...

Kenapa ya?

Mereka nampak rapat sekali. Kata makcik tu, mereka 4 orang semuanya adik beradik perempuan. Oh patut la. Itu menjelaskan the sisterhood bond. (Oh comelnya)

Siap suap-suap der~

Emm..mak nampak macam dah kenal makcik ni lama. Wau. Kagum dengan skil komunikasi mak~ . Dan makcik tu jugak sangat cakap banyak. Macam-macam dia cerita. Padahal baru saja kenal. Cara dia tu membuatkan orang yang baru kenal pun senang dengan kehadiran dia.

Wanita berumur yang aku panggil 'makcik' itu sudah mempunyai rangkaian cucu yang sungguh ramai. Tapi tak nampak tua pun? Padan la boleh ngam dengan mak, dia pun awet muda (bagi aku la :P)
Cucu dia yang pertama dah berumur 25 tahun. Tapi dia nampak macam baru 60 lebih. Wau.

Tak lupa jugak 'kecomelan' cara dia menegur aku minum air kopi 'o' ais. Macam orang tua, katanya. Tersedak aku. Uhuk. Selamber dek sahaja makcik ini mempertikaikan kegemaran aku. Hanya mampu tersenyum dan berkata, "Uh..saya suka...err..minum :)".
Jangan ingat aku tak nampak, cucunya yang berdua itu asyik ketawa sahaja. Mak pun sama. Bukan nak back up aku. Malah dijoinnya kumpulan mentertawakan anak sendiri.
Aish. Nasib baik mereka berdua itu kategori segak.

Reaksi aku. =.=

Dalam kepala aku masa tu cuma pikiaq "Cepatlah habis makan." dan ianya berulang-ulang seperti kaset rosak.

Selepas beberapa minit.........
..yang membahagiakan ke?-tetapi-menyeksakan, selesai dah makan. Phew~ Lega azabku.

Kerana aku adalah manusia yang mempunyai tatatertib, maka aku pun mengikut jejak tangan mak bersalam-salaman dengan mereka.
Muka cucunya yang berdua itu masih tersenyum malu dan aku hampir saja menggigilkan tangan sendiri ketika bersalaman dengan mereka.
Oh sungguh memalukan, nasib baik aku sudah terer mengontrol diri.

Hahaha LOL~

Kan dah kata, aku alergi dengan perempuan yang baru dikenali.
Simptomnya dah menjadi kebiasaan yang dapat aku tangani. PEACE! (tiada motif)
OK sudah-sudah la bercakap dengan diri sendiri. Mari bergerak sembahyang.

*Hampir sahaja belahak masa rakaat terakhir.*
------------------------------------------------

Sepanjang perjalanan aku asyik menoleh ke tingkap ; mana tahu, kan? Tapi lepas saja simpang Batu Pahat, aku kembali menyambung pembacaanku. Tersenyum dengan diri aku yang mempercayai pengharapan yang tidak ada objektif.

by Yon Yusuff.
sebenarnyaeksaitedjumpaorangsegak.

Huargh 123.

2011-02-02T10:40:00.005+08:00

Aku dan Pantai ; Tarikan Magnet.

Hihi tu tajuk entri seterusnya. Sekarang ni, fokus untuk ke Ipoh dulu. Yeay~
Then malam Khamis ke Johor..

Anis Najwa Mudzaffar ajak bertemu. Aku cuba usahakan. :)

Aku suka jalan jauh naik kereta. Sebab boleh berangan lama-lama. XD

Kemarin merupakan hari yang...membahagiakan. Sebab aku dan kawan-kawan menghabiskan masa bersama-sama...dan itu sudah hampir perfek bagi aku. Kerana adanya mereka, segalanya boleh buat aku ketawa berdekah (versi setan gonjeng)..meskipun isu itu adalah taik yang terlekat di bumbung kereta. Hanyalah...taik. Tapi itu pun jadi isu. Kesian taik tu... XD

Mintak maap ye kalau anda tengah makan masa baca. Banyak kali la pulak ulang pkataan taik. *Dui bu qi..* I am an insolent person at times. Takpa kan?Kan?

OK Bye.
Dah nak bertolak. Vroooom......... VRRROOOOM!

by Yon Yusuff.
kena ketuk kepala sebab masih online.

Kawan ; Kau Kena Kuat.

2011-02-01T00:43:00.008+08:00

tolong tekan untuk previu lebih jelas.

Sesungguhnya semua orang sedang kalut dengan isu Egypt, banjir dan sebagainya. Namun, satu situasi yang bisa membuat hati Yon Yusuff bergelodak hari ini ialah ; kemalangan yang menimpa Hafiza Mohamad dan keluarganya.

Beliau..adalah salah seorang kawan aku. Memori terawal dengan insan ini adalah ; dia rakan satu section Trumpet dengan aku. Seperjuangan semasa di dalam pancaragam Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Sultanah Asma. Keluar bersama dengan kawan-kawan lain oh entahlah sudah berapa puluh ribu kali. Dan beliau pernah melanjutkan pelajaran di UiTM Merbok dan itulah yang menemukan kami kembali.

Entah aku tak tahu apa nak tulis... Penat aku menahan genangan air mata aku sekarang ni. Semuanya berlaku macam kilat, cepat sungguh sampai tak sempat aku melakukan apa-apa. Ya, pertama kali aku dengar berita itu aku jadi BLUR. Fully blur. Right after mesej Aini Athirah Shabudin sampai, aku terus call dia. Tapi engaged. Mungkin ada orang lain tengah cakap dengan dia. Jadi aku biarkan dulu..

Sampai ke hari seterusnya, aku terlupa nak follow up dengan content mesej tu, dimana aku juga tak pasti apa sebenarnya yang berlaku. Hairannya, tak pulak aku terlintas dalam hati nak berhubung dengan Nurul Nabila Nasir, Nur Amizah Abd Wahab atau rakan-rakan lain. Entah apa yang bermain di minda aku pun, aku sendiri tak dapat nak recall. Yang pastinya aku sangat blur.

Cuma tadi baru aku konfemkan dengan Aini Athirah Shabudin mengenai hal yang sebenarnya.

Keluarganya kemalangan. Neneknya meninggal, Ayah dan Mak Su beliau cedera parah, adik beliau masih di wad. Yang lain dalam keadaan tidak membimbangkan tapi kesan trauma itu ada. Betapa bersalahnya aku rasa apabila aku mengetahui keadaan sebenar sekarang. Ya, aku salahkan diri aku kenapa tak cari tau lebih awal pasal ni. Dengan kekalutan keluarga aku sendiri yang akan ke Johor minggu ni juga, aku tak dapat cari masa untuk pergi melawat keluarga Hafiza Mohamad.

Tapi aku janji, doa aku ada untuk mereka. Sedih sekali, itu saja yang aku boleh bantu buat masa sekarang. Seandainya aku pergi melawat sekalipun, mungkin aku akan rasa lebih bersalah kerana ianya tetap sama ; aku tak boleh buat apa-apa. Tuhan yang Maha Kuasa. Dia yang ada hak menentukan semua benda yang terjadi dalam dunia ciptaan-Nya ini.

Itu kisah Hafiza Mohamad.
Ini mengenai Maisarah Zaini pula.

Beliau juga adalah rakan seperjuangan yang dikenali melalui pancaragam Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Sultanah Asma.
Kini melanjutkan pelajaran di Moscow, Russia.

Mengenai di mana dia berada sekarang...

Pada akhir Disember lepas, beliau bersama teman-teman di Russia telah pergi bercuti ke Egypt. Ya, EGYPT.
Anda tak salah baca.

Dan sehingga sekarang status beliau tak dapat disahkan berada di mana. Aku sangatlah risau untuk keselamatannya kerana sekarang di Egypt sedang berlaku rusuhan untuk menggulingkan Hosni Al Mobarak. Kenapalah waktu ini yang dipilih untuk buat revolusi sebegitu.. Kenapa? Kawan aku..kawan aku.. ya Allah.
Dari apa yang dapat aku baca, flight details pun masih samar-samar di airport. Bagaimana ni? Beliau perlu keluar dari negara itu, secepat mungkin. Tidak ada jaminan bahawa sesiapa akan selamat jika terus berada di situ. Keadaan separa stabil. Entah stabil, entah tidak.

Berulang-ulang kali dalam hati aku "Ya Allah selamatkanlah dia dan umat manusia lain di sana.Pulangkanlah kawan aku dalam keadaan yang selamat dan terpelihara"
Itulah saja yang aku dapat lakukan. Berdoa.
Doa. Sejujur mungkin, seikhlas mungkin.

Amal Hayati... risaukan mereka. Beliau di Australia. Pelajar jurusan undang-undang di sana. Juga rakan seperjuangan pancaragam Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Sultanah Asma. Tadi sempat aku chat dengan beliau di Facebook. Di mana isi kandungan perbualan kami berkisar mengenai kerisauan akan Hafiza Mohamad dan Maisarah Zaini. (serta beberapa topik sensitif lain).. Oh janganlah kamu berfikir terlalu banyak. Sesungguhnya kamu membuat aku risau sekali..Tenang, ya..
Dan aku akan sentiasa menjadi teman untuk mendengarmu.

Pesan aku kepada mereka, dari jauh ; jagalah diri. jangan lupa tanggungjawab kita kepada Pencipta, ibu bapa, dan keluarga. itu sahaja. Ini mungkin ujian.

*edit latest : ayah kawan aku Encik Muhammad sudah kembali ke rahmatullah beberapa hari yang lepas. semoga rohnya ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman. Amin. Al-Fatihah untuk beliau.

by Yon Yusuff.
mengharapkan semuanya akan berakhir dengan nafas lega.

Hari Untuk Senyum

2011-01-31T13:42:00.009+08:00

Patutnya senyum hari-hari, tapi hari ni memang adalah hari yang membuatkan aku senyum sendiri... Kerana apa? Kerana cinta. ( HAHA. Tak lah..bertuah sangat tu)

Hari ni hari Isnin. Kan?Kan? 31hb..Januari 2011. Tak ada apa yang istimewa, nak kata ada seleberesyen apa-apa pun, tak dak apa-apa. Hari ini hanyalah hari yang biasa, tapi kenapa bisa garisan senyum Yon Yusuff sampai mencecah ke pintu rumah Fasha Sandha? (Haha. perlu ka heret Fasha Sandha dalam ini entri? dah la tak suka dia...ok, aku gila.)

Hanya satu sebabnya... rambut saya dah kembali ke bentuk asal. ^__^
Ke bentuk sebelum ia dinodai oleh salon-salon mahal seperti DeTouch, Spring Summer, Loreal Haven, dan ntahapekejadahlah lagi. Macam-macam nama pelik, mana nak ingat. Bahasa omputeh pulak tu. Yon Yusuff tak lah terer omputeh.
Biasala, dilahirkan Melayu tulen.

Ambo feeling mace Yon Cruise la pulok. Hahahah~
Pujaan hati tu walaupun suami orang. Kawinkan anak mu denganku?
Tolong buat anak lelaki. (Takkan nak nikah Suri kot. Gilo ko?)
Dulu stok tiru Johnny Depp sebab rambut serabai nohaiii... payah kemain nak jaga. (Over. Habaq ja malaih shampu)

Suka aku.. Ohhh... <3>

Sukacita jugak nak dimaklumkan bahawa aku akan teruskan potongan rambut sebegini. Oleh kerana kesenangan hidup ; tak payah risau beli shampu banyak kali sebab sebotoi kecik ja satu sem pun cukup, sikat bagus, tak sikat pun masih bagus.., cepat kering, takyah kalut cari getah nak ikat rambut, macam pengemis pun ada (dah la suka curi kat dining punya yang dia letak dalam mangkuk plastik tu) , dan berbanyak-banyak lagilah jenis kesenangan yang aku dapat. Ringan kepala otak aku. Mana la tau...kot-kot rajin study ka. XD

Aku ucapkan syabas jugak kepada amoi tadi yang mesin rambut aku dengan hebatnya sambil menonton cerita Korea dekat ntv7. Nasib baik tak botak setompok walaweyh! Jadi lagu tu aku bakaq kedai hang sampai tak nampak tapak.

Amoi : You mau gunting macam mana?
Aku : Kasi nipis.
Amoi : Ok.

...3 minit masa berlalu...

Aku :*Eh. apsal dia tak gunting perabih dekat belah tepi ni?Alahai.panjang ja lagi*
Aku : You gunting kasi pendek rambut tepi ni. Kasi simple saja, takmau style-style.
Amoi : Oooohh..you mau boy-cut aa? Tak kasi tau awai-awaii..
Aku : *Tersenyum* Ha gunting macam budak sekolah punya. Saya malas jaga.
Amoi : Ok Ok Ok.

*Terus ambik mesin.Ngenngg ngenggggg ngeng*

Amoi ni pendiam la. Jarang jugak aku jumpak tukang gunting rambut ni jenis senyap. Selalunya tudiaaa..pot pet pot pet. Tanya duduk mana la, spenda saiz apa la.. (ups?) hahaha. Takpa senang sikit hati aku sebab dia bercakap bila perlu sahaja. Good. Selesa~

Berbalik kepada mesin pencukuq rambut yang lebih mesra aku panggil sebagai "mesin" saja tu..saja nak bagitau ;

Humangai rindu dekat menatang alah tu. Dulu kalau gunting rambut memang le cukuq teruih pakai hat tu. Biasa la kedai gunting dekat Baling memang stok hairdresser Siam, so banyak pakai mesin ja teruih kalau gunting rambut aku. Nasib baik tak tampung bedak macam kedai Ane (kaum India) yang pak aku dok pi tu. Hahahah.
Bau sekampung.

Disebabkan aku rabun dan memakai cermin mata, maka aku tak dapat la nak tengok progress orang gunting rambut aku macam mana. Seksa betui. Terpaksa la buang.
Lepaih tu tak nampak apa..BUTA.
Hahaha. motif bagitau? Saja la nak buat efek sikit...
Tadi bila aku pakai ja cermin mata, terus aku jatuh cinta dekat refleksi aku sendiri dekat cermin tu. (Hahaha. haram narcissist). YON CRUISE! I lebiu...bertemu semula..sejak lama berpisah. Huaaa..anti salon mahai! XD Payah nak cari kedai biasa kat SP ni..Tu pun nasib baik ada sebijik kat area rumah aku. Hoho. Kesimpulannya, aku suka hasilnya.

Piuuungg... Peace! (Takdak motif)

Entri "Hari Untuk Senyum" ni saja ja dilakukan. Sebab facebook block aku. Alasan dia :

"You have misused this feature..bla,bla,bla,glurhjjsspdos. Facebook-jeles-dengan-aku"

Macam tu la lebih kurang. Sebab aku komen banyak kali (memang tahap tak ingat dunia) kot dekat groups. Hahaa. Semalam dok merapu kat 91 degree. Eksaited sangat la tu sampai kena block. Oh sialan sekali. Takpa tak kisah..aku bukan selalu sangat menempek kat facebook tu 24jam. Kalau ada notification kawan-kawan masuk email baru bukak.

OK. Jom makan. XD
Homemade food.. oh macam makan drugs. Sedap yang amat.

by Yon Yusuff.
yoncruise.

Saya Sungguh Setia..Meskipun

2011-01-30T13:36:00.008+08:00

Mung napok dok nate gapo ni? Alohai, tok leh nak masuk pulok. Hok ni yang paling tak gema sekali ni. Jange dok buak lagu ni buleh dop? Nok tengok Tipani guano..Jesika pulok guano. Meme menate la mung ni! ~~

(Hahaha. haram overdose..serius. kronik)

Saja nak bagitau, hari ni SSF buat fix updates. :) Info ini dibawa khas untuk registered members sahaja. Dan kepada yang takmau mengaku bahawa anda ada account. XD
Enjoy la button replay playlist SNSD dekat media player anda sementara menunggu.! (Brr...aku pun jarang play lagu depa sgt. Hahaha..Bukan peminat tegar.)
Maka aku lebih selesa untuk buat fanwork kepada mereka bagi menunjukkan kesetiaanku kepada 9 orang gadis yang bertuah itu. Kenapa bertuah?
Kerana mereka diminati oleh aku.
Lebih dari bertuah. HAHAHA~

Dan apa kata anda lupakan mereka seketika hari ini dan buatlah pekerjaan yang lebih berfaedah, seperti menolong ibu goreng ayam untuk makan tengah hari. Ataupun yang lebih senang, siap sedia untuk makan ayam yang digoreng tadi bersama nasi. Hehe. Nasihat ini ditujukan kepada diri sendiri.

Oh Oh OH OHHH!
Dan nak bagitau jugak, aku sedang menonton My Princess. <3>

Buleh dio buak comei menari lagu Hoot!!Ohhhh lemoh jantung kawe dowh~ <3

Apa-apa drama pun kalau aku suka storyline, aku akan tengok. Tapi aku check jugak pelakon sapa. Kalau ada hat tak berkenan, oh mintok lalu lah nok tengok.
Download pong takdok kebaike.
Contoh aku suka : IRIS, Athena:Goddess Of War, Fugitive Plan B. Hok jenih2 tu.

Haha. Sekian update sebelum makan.

by Yon Yusuff.
jom makan.

Misi Superhero : To the Rescue!

2011-01-28T15:07:00.014+08:00

Bagi menyenangkan kerja aku untuk mengarang entri ini, maka akan aku bagitau 'lurus ke titik itu' atau dalam bahasa omputehnya, STRAIGHT TO THE POINT mengenai objektif utama misi ini.

BACKGROUND PROFILE MANGSA :

Misi ini melibatkan seorang insan bernama Nuramalina Nain, seorang kawan yang aku jumpa di UiTM Merbok. Beliau merupakan teman sekelas aku selama 3 semester (hingga sekarang), merupakan ahli sebilik di kolej, teman bersuka ria, teman bersuka duka, dia adalah seorang daripada mereka-mereka yang aku hargai di sini.

Fizikal atribut : Ketinggian lebih kurang 166cm, berat kemungkinan bawah dari 70 kilogram, warna kulit putih (dan licin. hahahaha), tu saja kot.

Mental problem : 3 kali dah hilang purse. Hahahahah. Keralitan yang menderitakan para pengguna... Malang betul.

SINOPSIS SERBA SEDIKIT DARI PEMAHAMAN YON YUSUFF :

Hari Sabtu lepas, 22 Januari 2011... dua sahabat telah menaiki sebuah bas dari UiTM ke pekan Sungai Petani, Kedah. Seperti apa yang dikhabarkan kepada aku, mereka bernawaitu untuk menonton filem horror melayu, Khurafat di wayang tingkat 4, Central Square. Saspek yang menemani mangsa dikenali dengan nama Nur Zahirah (yang aku panggil Dzohir kerana lebih senang kukira begitu.). Satu kepelikan yang berlaku siang itu adalah, bas yang mereka naiki adalah bas sekolah. Ya, bas sekolah. Biasa la, kewujudan pakcik@makcik drebar bas yang kadang-kadang tetap berhenti mengambil penumpang biasa. Maka, mereka tanpa berfikir panjang terus menaiki bas itu tanpa banyak soal.

Selepas membayar tambang yang membuatkan mataku terbeliak itu, (RM3.00..ya mahai la kat sini) mereka pun menuju ke panggung wayang dengan hati yang berona bahagia. Walaupun kedengaran agak keanehan, (sapa la rasa bahagia tengok cerita hantu?) namun Nuramalina Nain positif untuk melihat hero pujaannya beraksi, siapa lagi ; Shamsul Yusof. Persetankan isu itu... kerana aku hanya boleh kata, "NO KOMEN." :P

Disinilah Nuramalina Nain sedar bahawa pursenya...tiada. LUP. hilang. ghaib. Apabila ditekan-tekan kepala otaknya, beliau menyedari bahawa sangat besar gedabak kemungkinannya bahawa purse itu tertinggal atas bas.
Aku berani bet atas nama kucing gemuk UiTM bahawa muka beliau macam ni : T^T .
Sewaktu semua ini berlaku, Yon Yusuff sedang berada di rumah.
Biasalah, anak makabah.

Lebih kurang nak dekat azan Zohor, tiba-tiba dapat panggilan dari Ain. Malas pulak nak review panjang, sebab memang panjang pun. Tapi dia la yang inform aku pasal kejadian yang menimpa Nuramalina Nain. Lebih kurang macam tu la. Dengan blurnya, aku pun capai kunci moto-yang-baru-basuh-kemarin-masih-berkilat dan memecut meronda mencari bas tersebut.

Ya. Objektif utamanya adalah untuk mencari purse itu. Mengejar bas? Oh, itu tak mustahil. Yon Yusuff telah melakukannya.

Tetapi sebelum aku mencapai kemasyhuran pencapaian itu, aku telah dikecewakan kerana hari pertama misi itu aku kembali tanpa sebarang klu atau petunjuk. Kelemahan di situ adalah kerana aku sama sekali tidak mengenali pakcik drebar itu, number plat bus ataupun ciri-ciri bas itu. Yang aku tahu hanya satu, ianya adalah sebijik BAS SEKOLAH. Dan berdasarkan kebijakan pengetahuan umum aku, pastinya ia berwarna kuning keorengan. The typical school bus. Yang ada berbijik-bijik dekat SP ni. Macam mana nak cari? Lantas muka aku... jadi macam ni. =.=..... dua saat.. >.< ... Putus asa sudah.

OK tu pencarian solo aku yang tak berjaya. Mengenai Nuramalina Nain dan Nur Zahirah pula, mereka telah pulang semula ke UiTM Merbok dan menyewa sebuah kereta untuk merealisasikan misi ini. Kali ini, Marshita Mazuki dan Nurnatasha Zakaria muncul bersama sebagai tonggak semangat.

----Dipendekkan cerita, tak jumpak sampai ke sudah. Maka kami pun buat repot dekat balai polis. Then, aku offer minum ayaq dan makan cucoq di rumah aku serta sembahyang sekali, kemudian mereka bertolak pulang semula ke UiTM.----

Keesokan harinya, aku bertolak pulang ke kolej tercinta. Dan keluar semula ke pekan Sungai Petani bersama Nuramalina Na'in membonceng di belakangku. Tujuan kali ini murni, nak cop laporan polis, buat kad pengenalan baru, buat kad bank baru, dan segalanya urusan sebegitu lah. Punya la tak senonoh aku ni sampai terlupa yang hari Ahad bank tutup. Hahah. So kami pun pi cop kat balai area Lagenda Heights tu. Dekat bahagian Logistik. Hoho, bayaq lah dua ringgit... Selesai!

Kemudian kami ke Wisma Keladi pulak. Dekat sini lah tempat Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara area SP punya. Berapa kali jugaklah aku jejak kaki sebelum ni. OK ambik nombor, isi borang, tangkap gambar, dapat I/C sementara. Selesai!

Then, ingat nak pi JPJ sekali urus pasal lesen. Tapi ada kelas pulak pukui dua, dem! So kami cadang nak pi Rabu ni la sebab kelas tak pack sangat. Ha...kat sini la keajaiban mula menjengah. Hehehe..... Sesungguhnya ia sesuatu yang sangat aku tak expect, heck..sapa pun tak jangka yang di sinilah titik pembuktian bahawa aku seorang yang berbakat menjadi superhero. Hahaha. Bengong, bangga gila.

Oh lupa. Sebelum tu aku berenti sat ambik duit kat area bawah SP Plaza tu, so secara kebetulan la nak lalu kot Sekolah Convent Father Barre dan sekian-sekian (tak ingat nama)...Waktu tu pulak nak dekat pukui satu jugak la, so banyak student yang baru dok mai sekolah. Ada pak hantaq, mak hantaq, naik gerek, moto, jalan kaki, rollerblade, skateboard,limosin,beca dan antara banyak2 cara pengangkutan itu adalah... BAS.

Tapi aku tak la terpikiaq pun nak usha bas dah waktu tu. (Biasa la orang pasrah) Tapi Nuramalina Nain si pemunya purse ni adalah salah seorang saksi utama yang sah dan beliau mengingati setiap butir ciri-ciri drebar,bas,dan lain-lain lagi. Memang Tuhan sayang kami, waktu tu dia "ter"tengok kelibat pakcik drebar yang dipercayai adalah pakcik kemarin! Yes, THE pakcik. Yang menambah ke'eccentric'an situasi ini adalah, bas tu dengan kami sedang bergerak ke-dari arah bertentangan. Oh Tidak.

-----Tak payah guna imaginasi pun tau apa akan jadi lepas ni-----

YA. YON YUSUFF TELAH MELAKUKAN AKSI PATAH BALIK DAN MENGEJAR BAS ITU SEHINGGA DAPAT DENGAN MENERIMA ARAHAN TEPAT DARI NURAMALINA NAIN MENGENAI TARGET KETIKA ITU.

Yon : Mana Melin? Mana? Mana? Betui ka?
Melin : Aku rasa betui...Serius yon.. Aku rasa la..
Yon : .... OK. Jom patah balik.
Melin : Betui ka ni Yon? Takpa ka?
Yon : Jom jom..

...Pecutan seorang rempit pencen ...

Yon : Melin! tengok kaih hat mana! Yang ni ka?
Melin : Bukan Yon, bukan! Depan lagi depan lagi.
Yon : Ish mana dia ni..Banyaknya bas.
Melin : ..Ha! Yang ni! ...Eh2..bukan2..

......Mencari-cari....

Yon : Ada dak Melin?
Melin :Sat sat.. sat..Depan lagi...

...5 saat...

Melin : YON! YANG NI!!
Yon : HA?! OK! OK!

Oh kerjasama kami memang hebat.

Dan memang inilah bas yang dicari-cari! Ketemu jua akhirnya..dengan izin Tuhan.
Maka selepas itu pulanglah kami berdua dengan muka yang bahagia.

Macam ni dowhhhhh! dowh dowh dowh dowh dan dowh lagi!

^___________________________________^

Sempat lagi bergedik-gedikan ataih moto.
Bayangkan la..kalau hangpa di dalam kasut kami. (In our shoes directly translated to Malay language.) Sungguh...menakjubkan. Keajaiban.

Purse itu kemudian kami collect dekat rumah pakcik tu. Kat Semeling, Taman Malinja. Punya la dekat, ish3... Mulia betui la hati pakcik ni. Dia kata, "Kalau dak pakcik nak pi Kuala Kedah dah hantaq. Sebab IC kamu alamat situ... Tak pun nak telipon la student UiTM, ada yang pakcik ada nombot.."
Pakcik, seandainya IC itu dihantar ke Kuala Kedah, akan dicincanglah kawan saya ini oleh pakcik yang seorang lagi, namanya Na'in. Hahahaha.
Kami disambut oleh isterinya, yang sungguh berhati-hati dengan kedatangan dua gadis terlebih seronok ini ke rumahnya. Dia kata, "Pakcik suruh telefon dia dulu bila sampai." Arahannya kedengaran tegas, tetapi penuh kelembutan seorang ibu. :) Selepas mengkonfemkan segalanya dengan pakcik, maka makcik itu pun memberikan kami purse Nuramalina Na'in yang menjadi objek utama dalam misi ini...

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

Maka kami pun bergerak semula ke UiTM dengan hati dan perasaan yang tak dapat kami pancarkan kepada kamu semua.

Inilah hari yang membuatkan aku rasa yang aku... adalah seorang superhero.

by Yon Yusuff.
super.

Kesayangan Yon Yusuff ; Dam

2011-01-21T23:36:00.015+08:00

Macam spongebob kata,

"The best time to wear a striped sweater,
Is all the time,
One with a collar,
Turtle neck ..
Thats the kind
Cuz when you're wearing,
That one-special-sweater.."

This entry is meant to tell you(reader) why I'm being loyal to my sweater since day 1 of my college days. The only reason is, "It's special." Truthfully I cant exactly explain why I'm hooked to that sweater. Busuk,masam,wangi,hapak,lasam, semua ada kat dia. Aku pun tak sangka yang aku akan setia dekat satu sweater tu sampai la ni. Rasanya lecturer nak muntah tengok aku pakai benda sama almost tiap2 hari. Of course la kecuali hari Isnin sebab hari tu wajib pakai baju kurung.
Kawan-kawan aku, taktau la...depa hormati kot kepelikan aku tu.
Haha tak heran.

Sesungguhnya aku sangat menyayangi sweater itu. Peneman aku tak kira hujan,panas,ributkencang mahupun taufan Jessica.
Istimewanya dikau...tak dapat aku luahkan lebih terperinci mahupun bahasa Melayu atau omputeh atau bahasa ca ya nun alip.
Aku tujukan lagu Spongebob - Striped Sweater ni untuk sweater petak yang amat ku chentai. Hayatilah bait lirik itu. Walaupun sweater aku spesis lain, bukan turtleneck dan berkolar, namun ianya tetap adalah sweater. Sweater Yon Yusuff.

Ianya ada bau aku. (Ni la yang mahai)
MY scent. Terhangat di pasaran! Pheeeeewiit~ Kalau buat auction haram tak laku.

Nah tengok sikit ni la rupa dia. Tak hensem, tak segak, tak kiut, tak cool pun macam tuan dia. Tapi dia...istimewa. Dan kami datang dalam pakej. Jadi secara serta merta aku sedang indirectly berkata bahawa aku adalah seorang insan yang istimewa.
(Kalau tak paham tolong skip part ni. Sori la malam buta aku malas nak edit ataupun backspace apa yang aku tulis. HAHAHAHA)

Sweater aku ni dah la agak tebal, suka bagi aku kuat berpeluh. Design dia pun bukan la unik pun. Petak-petak. Ish. Biasa saja. But it's special to me because it's MINE. Dan aku harap the feeling is mutual between aku dengan sweater ni. Mana la tau aku layan dia lebih kurang kan...marah aku tak sangkut dia dengan hanger ka, tak basuh dia sebulan ka...Nanti rebellious pulak sweater ni. Satgi tetiba dok buat aksi zip rosak ha naya aku. Kena jaga jugak hati dia macam benda hidup, secara tak langsung aku akan menghormati barang-barang aku dan jaga depa elok-elok. (Gilakah aku kerana berfikiran demikian?Err..) Sweater ni jugak ada nama ; Dam. Sebab dia kan petak-petak, macam papan dam. Sangat tak original kan nama dia? Hahahah. Ada aku kesah? Bukan nak kena publish nama dia kat sijil kelahiran pun. Kalut bin malut nak bubuh nama lagi. Psshhh.

Nak buat kesimpulan dah la, tak larat nak merepek.

AKU SAYANG SWEATER TU. DAN SEKALI AKU SAYANG SESUATU, AKU SAYANG BETUL-BETUL.

dan formula di atas juga boleh diapply untuk orang. :) Aku kalau cakap aku sayang, memang aku sayang.

Sayang keluarga.
Sayang kawan-kawan.
Tuhan, terima kasih Engkau hadirkan mereka dalam hidup aku.

If God wills, aku akan pakai sweater ni sampai aku habis diploma. dan kemungkinan degree, seterusnya , sampai bila-bila.

by Yon Yusuff.
truly madly deeply.

Kesumat Kumat Kamit ; Merapu

2011-01-21T19:15:00.012+08:00

Tetiba sewaktu membasuh moto di petang yang indah ini, aku telah diterjah idea ; nak buat short film dengan kawan-kawan.
Deadline ; Sebelum grad atau sebelum sambung degree.
Tajuk dia :

" I Know What You Did Last Semester".

Macam kenai kan tajuk dia?The main idea macam nak buat parody filem "I Know What You Did Last Summer" la. Yang heroin Ghost Whisperer berlakon tu.
Mintak maap la tak ingat nama.

Tak terpikiaq lagi pulak plotline dia macam mana. Dan aku tak tahu antara tiga genre ; Horror/Memang Horror, Horror/Comedy, Fluff/Romance/Comedy/Bodoh alang ala-ala Michael Cera. Takpa, masa masih panjang. Mari berangan!

Tak sangka buih sabun dengan tuala 'good morning' yang aku guna untuk lap moto dapat mendatangkan idea sedemikian terhadapku. Dengan tidak menghiraukan keperluan untuk mandi setelah bergelumang dengan kotoran daki moto aku, terus jari pantas menaip entri blog kali ni. Romeo(nama laptop aku) tak kisah kan? I know you, you know me. Busuk macam mana pun, aku owner kau, agree saja dengan apa aku kata.

Sapa yang hingin nak berlakon cerita aku ni? Ada multiple choice answer untuk soalan bodo yang aku utarakan.

A. Kawan-kawan. (Free, tak yah bayaq. Cukup la sekadar belanja roti canai seminggu)
B. Volunteer. (Kena buat promosi dengan audition ka?Ish buang masa)
C. Paksa/Blackmail. (Tsk. Nanti depa keja tak ikhlas. Terang lagi nyata, ini bahaya dan mendatangkan dosa percuma)
D. Pelakon amatur yang inginkan habuan. (Lari bajet)

Ala, sapa-sapa pun boleh berlakon. Aku lagi prefer kawan-kawan. Sebab watak semua tu aku akan mould berdasarkan orang sekeliling aku la jugak. Cuma tambahkan nilai eccentric dan kebahlolan mengikut keperluan. Wah, kemengarutan sedang mencurah-curah ni.

Harap ini boleh menjadi kenyataan. :)
Tiba-tiba eksaited. Gila betui.

p/s(random) : If Jessica Jung were a new hamburger at McDonald's,She'd be called McGorJess.

Yon Yusuff is officially scanned POSITIVE with Jung disease at the moment. Baru recover dari excessive haemorrhage caused by Tiffany Hwang, datang pulak Jessica Jung. Tidaaaaak! Sembuhkan aku!

brr. geli dengaq statement aku sendiri. =.=

by Yon Yusuff. aftereffects of membasuh moto.

Restock ; AB Blood for you.

2011-01-11T12:58:00.005+08:00

Jom derma darah. :)

Last aku derma darah tahun lepas, tu pun bukan kat UiTM.

AB Rh +ve. Even though aku rasa actually darah aku Rh -ve. Tapi abah kata biasanya +ve. Tak baik lawan cakap orang tua. (Dah la hensem. XD) Kita tengok mak kata apa pulak nanti.

by Yon Yusuff.
bothered.

HTML ; Huruf Terbalik Mulut Luas

2011-01-09T14:37:00.004+08:00

Yon

Yon
Yon
Yon Yon
Yon
Yon
Yon
Yon
Yon

Yon

Yon

Yon
Yon

Yon

Y Yono Yo Yonnn

Huahh!

My Bonnie lies over the ocean
My Bonnie lies over the sea
My Bonnie lies over the ocean Yon

WAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Oh, bring back my Bonnie to me.

by Yon Yusuff.
kelas csc.belajaq bonnie.

I Love This Girl

2011-01-09T11:35:00.002+08:00

Krystal: Unnie are you okay?
Fany: I see dead people o__o
Sulli: o__o

LOL! LOL! LOL! So cute~

Aku Nak ...

2011-01-08T23:29:00.003+08:00

~ Ajar Mark Zuckerberg baca Jawi.
~ Bagi Mark Zuckerberg makan belacan.

by Yon Yusuff.
dengki dekat Zuckerberg.

Ini Kisah Benar.

2011-01-08T20:35:00.004+08:00

Berlaku hari Sabtu, lapan haribulan satu dua ribu sebelas.

Repair motor Panda Ismail dekat workshop. Satu ja yang tak buleh lupa, cina tu kata moto ni tak setat setahun dah. wtf? cuti pun sebulan saja. ternganga sat aku. Last motor ni jalan agak dalam seminggu lebih sebelum masuk kolej. Siap ada saksi lagi. Abang aku? Hari tu tengok wayang pun dengan motor ni jugak. Hoh.
Macam nak potong lidah dia bagi anjing makan. Pot pet, pot pet. Sampai ke sudah. Agak nak lempang, nasib baik tak semayang maghrib lagi. Pukui 8 siap, (tak berapa siap pun). Kelam kabut jugak hampaq sejadah. Nasib baik abah cool. Mak lagi la tak kata apa. Besa la~

by Yon Yusuff.
semangat nak bakaq kedai orang.

p/s : malam ni ada apa tah kat kolej. wajib, katanya. tapi benda paksaan macam tu la yg Yon Yusuff cukup anti nak pi.

To Althea, From Prison.

2011-01-08T02:52:00.012+08:00



When love with unconfined wings
Hovers within my gates,
And my divine Althea brings
To whisper at the grates;
When I lie tangled in her hair,
And fettered to her eye,
The birds that wanton in the air
Know no such liberty.

When flowing cups run swiftly round
With no allaying Thames,
Our careless heads with roses bound,
Our hearts with loyal flames;
When thirsty grief in wine we steep,
When healths and draughts go free,
Fishes that tipple in the deep
Know no such liberty.

When, like committed linnets, I
With shriller throat shall sing
The sweetness, mercy, majesty,
And glories of my King;
When I shall voice aloud how good

He is, how great should be,
Enlarged winds that curl the flood
Know no such liberty.

Stone walls do not a prison make,
Nor iron bars a cage;
Minds innocent and quiet take
That for an hermitage;
If I have freedom in my love,
And in my soul am free,
Angels alone, that soar above,
Enjoy such liberty.

This is one of my favourites from Richard Lovelace. The most appropriate theme I could think of is ; Freedom. Precisely, freedom of thinking. It was stated that he wrote this poem while still being in prison. From the 1st paragraph he implied of imagining 'Althea' whom I suppose was, his lover. His mind was completely free, although he was confined in a prison. In some way, this poem gave off the aura of inner freedom, which every being yearns for. At least, it is what I desire for myself.

"No one can 'imprison' or enslave the human mind."

What I can't really understand is some people choose to be prisoners of their own thoughts. What a pity that is, not being able to feel freedom within themselves. Too many questions popped in my head ; how do they cope with their inner consciousness, did they ever tried talking to themselves, or they are just living in denial all this while? Is it painful to choose to live that way? They are telling lies straight to their face, isnt it hypocritical to do such a thing?And they ruin white ; the original color of life.

I'm still waiting.
Waiting for them to wake up from their denial nightmare.

All of it is a choice. Heck, its OUR choice.
And after choosing, in the end we find freedom.

Believe me, when you change your mind... you unconsciously change your life.
But remember just one thing ; change it for yourself.

If I were to sigh after making those choices ; it'll either be interpreted as a sigh of regret or a sigh of self-satisfaction.
And I prefer the latter.

by Yon Yusuff.
immersed in reading ; 3am.

p/s : I'm not preaching about anything here, just a mere unanswered question that had been running in my head since forever. Of course, sometimes I strayed from the actual path as well... like what other idiots do. But I'm sane enough to adapt quickly to the situation I threw myself into and turned back my heels on the pavement to search my way back. And sometimes I make wrong turns when I confront the infamously dangerous diverged road, screaming "Choose." I hate it as well. But making decisions is a part of living, and it is surely important to make choices based on our own instincts. Be it right or wrong, I chose it myself to be that way. There's no one to blame but me. There's no one to praise but me. It's all just me being me.

Last Post in 2010 -> 2011

2010-12-31T23:59:00.019+08:00

This is the perfect moment to bid adieu to your past and welcome the future. It's finally the time to move on, to leave behind memories, and look forward to the future.

It's the 131th post!

The path from 2010 is now meeting an end ; the dawn of 2011 is emerging.

Alhamdulillah. I am still breathing and alive. I thank You, Almighty.

*Long exhale*

I dont know what's waiting ahead of me.

Thank you to my parents, brothers, sisters, nephews, nieces, grandparents, and all my family members-blood related.
As much as I want to write more, but I think it's just enough by my "Thank You" to you all. It completes everything I'm going to say anyway. :) Love you.
Family...will always be my top priority.

Thank you to myself for being me. For always being Yon Yusuff. Forever and always.

To my friends ; I dont have anything else to say besides "Thank You." And maybe I'll pick up a few "I'm sorry" lines along the way. But for now, I just wanted to thank everyone for being my friend. And I hope you'll always be. I love you. (You know who you are.)

My 9 lovely girls ; So Nyuh Shi Dae. I know, 2010 was just a spectacular year for you.

"Jigeumeun, So Nyuh Shi Dae. Apeurodo So Nyuh Shi Dae, Yeongwonhi So Nyuh Shi Dae!".
You're the epitome of perfect, each of you completes each other's flaw. Forever9. Daebak~

Ellisa Eryana Shariffudin ; thank you for being with me all this while. I promise I'll reach down and take your hand if you ever need me, in any circumstances, anytime and wherever you want me to be. :)

When I looked back at the happy times of 2010, I realized I am surrounded by the best people I've ever known. Thank you all.

*I hope my taste of music will be wider.*

*I hope I'll be a better person, inside and out.*

*I hope 2011 will be a lot more meaningful.*

*I hope everyone is expecting something great in the future. I do.*

by Yon Yusuff.

last post in 2010.

*p/s : I was shopping with my parents (TESCO) and stopped by at A&W. The girls (who work there) were very friendly and breathtakingly adorable. We were just talking while waiting our order and the topic of them getting off work late tonight came up. (It's already 10.30pm that time yet it's still open) I just sighed and said that I'm sorry for them to have work during New Year's night... Not that I'm saying they should celebrate or anything, but I just thought they should have been with their families at home. And maybe said goodbye to 2010 together. One of them smiled at me (I think she giggled as well?) and muttered "Happy New Year :)" . (So cute). She looked so sincere and her smile made me smile as well.

Listen to good music ; Close your eyes and smile.

2010-12-30T00:05:00.006+08:00

here's the link.

Yon Yusuff's Taste of Good Music

it's a soundtrack package from a movie I like. Thought it would be nice to share this to people who are willing to listen. Don't download if you hate acoustic-busking-like songs. Well... I'm saving this for people have ears only. Haha. jk.

It's wonderful to listen to these on rainy days. As for me, a cup of coffee alongside would be even better. :)

Adieu~

*edit : i love listening to track 10, while waiting for bus, train, or any transport. even while riding my bike. :) yeah i do.
and i dont have any favourites from these songs. haha. hate to choose. just love them equally... krrr~

by Yon Yusuff.

i have ears. hehe.

Dont Look Back ; Pretend I've Moved On

2010-12-27T21:15:00.020+08:00

Hehe. yang dalam keadaan blur tu kawan aku.

"Peristiwa berlaku dengan sebab
Terus mara ke depan
Pancaroba sememang lumrah hidup
Jangan cuba "gostan". "

Itu korus lagu Mendaki Menara Condong, dari Butterfingers. Faham tak korus tu? Macam orang putih buat quote la ; Life Must Goes On. (Bangga pasepa guna yg depa punya?Hahaha). "Hidup mesti diteruskan." ...
Bukannya tak bagi tengok belakang... boleh.
Aku bukan Pierre Andre, pandai-pandai nak suruh orang jangan "pandang" belakang. Suka hati la nak buat apa pun. Cuma nak ingatkan, kat belakang tu ada apa? Risaukan hari ini, esok dan seterusnya. Yang belakang tu semua dah tak boleh ubah. Nak repair boleh la. Tu pun aku rasa kena berbekalkan ucapan selamat berjaya dan janganlah jadi seperti tikus membaiki labu lebam. Bawak la skrudreba dengan paku yang tak karat, licin berkilat lagi. Jadi bila paku nanti kukuh. (Uh.. hubungan skrudeba dengan paku?Entah.)
Dulu buta, Tuhan bagi mata tak guna. Sekarang rabun, cuba nak selamatkan anugerah Tuhan dengan memakai kaca mata. Sempat lagi. Dulu dalam kepala kosong, sekarang kalau bukak ada minda. Siap upgrade bubuh gear. Dengan adanya menatang aku panggil gear tu, emosi lembu dapat distabilkan dengan lebih..err..berkesan kot. Biasa la, masa kan mematangkan seseorang. Dalam 19 tahun hidup ni, minda aku ada la berapa kali naik pangkat. Hahaha. Takkan nak jadi minda bawahan selama-lamanya. Dah dewasa.
Sampai bila nak sembang dengan bulan... kena la jadi manusia kan. Hehehe.

'Move on'...hmm... benda yang senang sebut, payah nak buat. Lagi la payah kalau tuan punya badan ; "I dont feel like going anywhere.I just want to lay on my bed and cry upon my pathetic life." Sampai macam tu. Cikgu Pertolongan Cemas aku kata, kalau baring atas katil lama-lama tak buat apa nanti naik kudis tekanan (bedsore) . Tu Cik Wan kata, salah cari dia. Same thing applies on our life. Betul, tak tipu. Try to put it in a metaphor style, you'll see what I'm saying is true, just use your imagination. Apa pun yang jadi, kena tikam sampai keluaq darah setimba pun, kena treat the wound. Kalau luka tikam, memang boleh kering sendiri, tapi ambik masa kan? Tunggu la kalau menunggu tu ada tersenarai dalam carta hobi. Kena pulak waktu kita biaq saja tu nanah pulak ada. Bukan jadi lebih teruk daripada yang tak sepatutnya? Tapi, kalau bubuh minyak kelapa dara kan cepat lega. LOL~Kulit boleh jadi lembut serta sihat "bercahaya" ! Wau... Hehehehe. Adey...Melalut pulak. Point aku kat sini, kalau guna ubat sebagai catalyst kita nak lega tu, bukankah lebih berkesan daripada biaq saja kena angin? Balut la luka tu dengan bandage. Disinfect luka tu ; guna la semua ubat farmasi bagi masa pi klinik. Kalau pi bomoh, ha amal la apa bomoh tu cakap ; kena tipu nasib la sapa suruh percaya. Tenggg~ Tak payah la pi hat jampi serapah nu. Ish. Tak ke syirik nanti. Silap haribulan kena ayat santau. Kot ada resepi tradisional nak ubat luka guna daun kesum ka kann... mungkin berkesan! Takmau daun kesum rebus daun ketum, lagi ummph. Hehe.

Amaran : Follow at your own cause. and... 19 and above only. KIDS get out!

Daripada aku panjangkan merapu aku tu, kesimpulannya nak habaq, rawat la luka tu. Jangan biaq saja. Buat la apa pun. Cuba semua pendekatan. Dan langkah pertama, jangan tengok belakang dulu. Dah sembuh nanti boleh la nak gatai tengok. Make sure you're immune to everything. I did. Told myself I'm 100% sure I can even take a bullet through my brain. The determination. The mindgame. Win it and you win everything.

Jatuh banyak kali tak apa. Tapi jangan jatuh dekat tempat yang sama. Itu bodoh namanya.

----Gelak sikit. :)

Even pretending helped. How? I used to pretend that I'm over everything, but in the end I end up being who I pretended to be. An accomplishment, I say. It's psychology, and it weirds me how my mind works. I lie to myself everyday by endlessly chanting " I'm over it. I'm OK. I'm OK. " ...but after a while I discovered that I do feel OK. I AM OKAY! That's such a good lie and it helps. And now I'm not lying anymore. I really am okay.
Cool, right? Do it. Menang dengan diri sendiri dulu sebelum buat benda lain.

Walaupun aku merepek banyak kat sini but it doesnt mean I'm completely problem-free. Nononono~Aku pun ada problem sendiri jugak weh. Konon hebat bagi solution kat sini. Tapi biasa la, manusia semua ada cabaran dalam hidup masing-masing. Cuma aku ada la tak pass lagi beberapa ujian dari Tuhan. Betapa hipokritnya manusia yang tengah menaip ni. Oh sangat bersimpati dengan diri sendiri. Cuma nak kata aku ada inisiatif untuk terus ke depan. Langkah kecik-kecik pun nanti sampai. Lambat pun akan sampai. Time goes by, you know? Clockwise. Masa tak berjalan ke belakang. Jadi kita pun kena sama. Jalan dengan dia. Be in sync with time. Run as fast as you can if you're left behind. Just saying, aku pun masih di belakang masa. Jauh ditinggalkan tapi aku selalu ingatkan diri sendiri yang finishing line tu jauh lagi. Aku masih boleh pintas. Tak tahu bila nak tinggalkan dunia ni, tapi aku harap aku dah ada di depan masa bila waktu tu akan tiba nanti.
If God wills.

Ada pelangi lepas hujan. :)

by Yon Yusuff. Belakang ada banyak benda. Tapi jangan tengok belakang bila kita tak boleh ubah apa-apa. Sekali luka, sekali parut ada. Banyak kali luka, banyak parut ada.

Bila 6 tinggal 5.

2010-12-26T19:05:00.007+08:00

Benda yang paling menyakitkan hati Yon Yusuff ; tali gitar putus.

I felt the urge to kill. BlackOps help me.
Not happy. Not happy at all. Food help me!

p/s : When time allows, I'll find a way to make you go through something you'll never forget. payback!
Now I totally understand this confusion ; "Kids think adults dont understand them, and adults think kids are stupid. " Being someone in between (old teenager) really helps a lot. Now I'm in the correct shoes. But my shoes stink! Because I dont have my guitar string! ()&(@^&@*%#*@(@#*@(_#*@^#&@^#%^@&$!!&()!&)(!&^&

No cursewords can define what the heck am I feeling right now.

by Yon Yusuff.
...

You Can Count on Me, Babes!~

2010-12-25T16:31:00.007+08:00

this song is for my friends to those people I call "my friends".
and directly dedicated for my best buddies, you know who you are.

"You can count on me." ~Yon.

p/s : this girl is cute. :P she spelled shoulder, "sholder" . lol~

by Yon Yusuff.
in friendship mode.

Sleep.

2010-12-24T01:30:00.010+08:00

Have you ever felt like this?
"It's like that moment when you first wake up but you're not really sure that you're awake yet."

I went through this like, EVERYTIME I woke up from my sleep.
Sleeping is my sweet escapism.
It's not like I feel brand new after I woke up, but I can be whatever I want when I sleep. With the courtesy of a pleasure called ; DREAMs. Sometimes I just dont want to wake up and just, being stuck in there.
Sounds like I'm somewhat a mindsick person or smth. (totally signs of a chronic psychopath).
My brain is damaged from excessive fangirling, excuse me.

Call me a genius. I totally can control what I want to dream of, if I ever intend to do that.
But I rarely do that, though. It's just that I love surprises. :)
On the contrary, I love coffee so much that it actually prevents me from dozing off. Why am I so bipolar over myself?Psh. Talk about being hypocrite. I like sleeping, but I like coffee too. Pathetic.
And hey, even a superhero needs to sleep. Tired of saving the world.

And would you do me a favor? Keep this in mind ; YON YUSUFF is eccentric,unique,idiot,random person.
Being my friend is a great choice, guys. I can at least help you colour your life if it's still in black and white. :P

by Yon Yusuff
i sleep like a log.

Pose Slumber Laptop Contest ; Perangkap Melin

2010-12-22T23:03:00.006+08:00

Tu owner blog yg buat contest. Aku sekadar menunaikan tanggungjawab sebab Melin tag nama Yon Yusuff. Turutkan saja.

Caption ; Jadah apakah ini?

Tengah pelahap roti masa aku perasan kena tag. Aku letak dua buleh? Buleh la kan. Ikut suka aku la. At least webcam aku berfungsi la jugak. Karat tak guna lama-lama.

Dengan ini aku takmau tag sapa-sapa. Suka hati la.

by Yon Yusuff.

tengok CSI.bila nak bunuh orang ni?

the 'Ghost' of Kak Limah

2010-12-18T23:20:00.012+08:00

Seperti yang kusangka...Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah memang menepati prediction aku. Aku sangat-sangatlah teruja nak tengok sebab ; aku nak tau apa yang Mamat Khalid nak perli lagi kali ni. Overall, pada pendapat aku, dia makin berani dalam filem ni. Sebab isu parlimen dengan politik pun dia jentik. Tak kata lagi pasai kes hubungan Indonesia-Malaysia dan peribadi sebenar negara jiran tu.
Anuar Ibrahim, Karpal Singh pun adaaaa...Hahaha. *Itu yang saya nampak saja. Bukan semestinya betul Mamat Khalid cuba buat begitu ye*

Sesungguhnya banyak sangat yang aku perasan dalam filem tu. Taktau la sama ada aku syok sorang ja kan. Aku suka cara didikan dia ni. Bagi aku pengajaran di samping bergelak ketawa. Penuh dengan isi pulak tu. Sapa cakap Mamat ni kaki merapu, aku setuju. Tapi merapu dia berilmu. Ni, renung ayat aku :

"Orang merapu akan faham orang merapu dan mereka yang tidak, perlu berusaha".

Aku takmau la bagi review macam buat sinopsis sebab aku tau ada yang tak tengok lagi. Boleh bagi cadangan suruh pi tengok ja la. Pi tengok! Tambah-tambah anak muda. Bukak minda sikit. Jangan gelak saja pulak. Tengok sekali tak cukup kalau tak betul-betul paham isi kandungan dia. Bagi aku, cerita macam ni tak kisah pun tengok banyak-banyak kali. Tak rugi duit. Umpama bayaq duit tuisyen la jugak. Dapat ilmu kalau tengok.

Masa pi tengok tu, perasan la jugak anak-anak muda dok beli tiket cerita "Aku Masih Dara" lakonan Ashraf Muslim , Farid Kamil, ex-gf Pierre dan seangkatan dengannya.(Aku tengok poster) . Pandangan pertama aku sekilas menyatakan ; cerita ni tak dapat attract aku langsung untuk tengok kat wayang. Beli CD pun takmau. Download ok. Setakat nak tengok saja-saja buleh la. Habih takdak pa nak buat. Sebab aku rasa cerita ni macam... err... takmau la kata lebih-lebih sebab aku tau ada orang suka tengok cerita macam tu. Tapi bukan aku.

"Aku Masih Dara" lebih kepada moral of the story saja. (Yang dapat aku agak hanya dari poster dan tagline). Orang cuma tengok sebab nak tengok saja. Ada jugak seketui dua budak pompuan yg angau kat Ashraf Muslim, mesti la pi tengok kan?Itulah...yang aku tak berapa nak boleh 'telan' filem sedemikian. Tengok sebab nak tengok orang yang dia suka. Aku nak tengok WATAK yang aku suka. JALAN CERITA yang aku suka. PENGAJARAN yang berguna. Tak buleh nak semboq sangat filem ni. Satgi orang kata aku berlagak macam terer. Biaq pi la aku merapu tang ni. Nak kena peringat ka? Ni blog aku wei. Tak mau baca, blah!
Sebab aku besa dah sekali tertipu tengok filem macam ni. Cis. Sebab tu la kena review gak dulu sebelum tengok.

Nah ambik. Dalam muzik video pun sempat dia letak 'something'. Sapa nampak, nampak la. Tak nampak...er...jangan dok bagi pening diri sendiri, maknanya tak dapat restu la tu untuk memahami. Hehehe. Mintak maap kurang asaman sikit.

Aku sarankan hangpa tengok. Highly recommended.
Warning : Semangat Ke"Perak"an amat hebat dalam ni.Hoho. Biasa la...macam Zombi Kampung Pisang dulu le. Teman, kome, ate, iye.

by Yon Yusuff.
che'nin. :)

Cheap Nirvana Happy Me

2010-12-14T19:54:00.007+08:00

Just now I went shopping with my buddies.

Although the original plan was supposed to be TRIP TO PANTAI MERDEKA, but we have to cancel it because of the rain. Oh my rain, I do love you... but why did you fall endlessly today? Kinda spoil everything...But come to think of it, maybe there's something behind everything. (Hey..that rhymes!...*thing thing thing*) Anyway, think positive. :) and btw Pantai Merdeka is not that special, but I'm with my friends... so I thought it would be nice to spend some time with 'em. Aih...it's ok Yon. it's ok.

I bought this T-Shit. Hehe. Ups. T-SHIRT.
Nothing special much, but I think it's my taste. my preference. suka hati I laaa...biasa la taktik kedai "Beli satu harga RM19, you beli dua I bagi RM35." Ala amoi...nasib baik you comel.Hahahaha. Actually my friend were thinking of buying one, so then I volunteered to buy another one (kinda like we're sharing money to pay) because the designs are kinda ok~ ^____^ and i never had a nirvana tshirt before. cheap and I'm lovin' it!

And I bought a capo for myself. This thing is quite a lifesaver sometimes... It's red!! OK la...Although I've always targeted white-coloured accesories (hidden fetish) , but it happens to be red this time. Awal bukak tadi punya la keraih kiang! Ni la salah satu sebab aku tak suka benda baru...grrrr~
Tapi all in all..ok la. Shiok! *golek golek dalam bilik*

I was hoping they'll stay longer. I missed having a nice chat with my friends. T.T This is a necessary drop of imaginary tear. Hehe. Apa-apa pun terima kasih kawan-kawan.

*Mum cooked a lot for you guys! Aish...rugi balik awal. And sangat kerugian jugak tak tidoq sini ~ OH FOOD AWAITS! It ends up being a REWARD to pleasure me instead. Yeay...I'm left with a lot of food... Shikshin Yon Strikes Back. *

Hehehe.

by Yon Yusuff.
rain i dont like you today.

Hopeless Writer ; A Little About Love

2010-12-13T01:29:00.011+08:00

Whoever it is you fall in love with for the first time, not just love but be in love with, is the one who will always make you experience all sorts of feelings, the one you can't be logical about.

This is the way I'm learning a bit about life. From LOVE.

Falling in love is sweet.
Falling out of love is bittersweet.
Unrequited love tastes like peanut butter.
One-sided love is like stale bread. Stale bread and peanut butter will cause me stomachache later.
So I hate them.

Yes. This is a personal view. There are harsh feelings involved. Please be noted.
Love is simple yet we complicate everything.

p/s : No I'm not writing this because I'm in love. Psh. Then I MUST be hungry if I want to write about food? It MUST be raining outside if I'm writing about umbrella? ... :) .
I'll just write whatever I want to. Not because I'm in a certain status or what. Or I've been there at some point. Yeah it's just my personal outburst of something. And...yeah I was in love, before. Come on, I'm already 19. What do you expect? Heck, I think I am still in love anyway. XD Not my top priority right now. So...literally I'm not actually "in love", but I do have someone in mind while writing about this.

by Yon Yusuff.
hopeless romantic. hahaha. jk~